so yeah tomorrow is the fifth anniversary of 9/11. last nite we watched two different shows, one was about being trapped in the elevators in the wtc and the other show was about the air traffic controllers working that day. before flicking back and forth fil had it on some steps of osama cnn show that i told him to turn the fuck off. anyway i was wondering had i not lived in nyc on september 11, 2001 would i be as interested in all this shit right now? probably not, i mean, i would care but i obviously wouldn’t be so affected. i can only imagine how destroyed my life would be had i been in one of the towers and got out alive or if i was an air traffic controller and heard with my own ears that terrorist’s tone of voice i would probably be living on a funny farm right now 100%.
basically everything they set out to do they have accomplished cos they’ve certainly scared me for the rest of my life. i wish i was living on the fucking moon that day.
happy 9/11 everyone, don’t FALL APART. haha uh sigh.
everday goes by that i don’t have an anxiety attack is a success but over what?
thank you terrorists for giving me alcoholism.
