they’re gonna let my grandma die, she’s too old to operate and put a feeding tube in her stomache and if she pulls it out she will die anyway. they’re gonna give her morphine which is good. things are gonna get ugly i think over money and stuff now. i don’t think i will be having a party, maybe a post-poned one, so not a priority now.
it’s strange how people don’t really give a fuck when your grandparent dies like whatever they’re not your mom or dad and i kind of share the same opinion however it’s different when it happens to you and every old person joke you ever made makes you feel really really bad about yourself.
she’s had a long good life though it is still fucking sad and hard.
It’s true. It’s hard to lose a grandma. Feel what you feel. Face up. Love your grandma up and then let her be launched into outer space…