we rented a history of violence last nite. we were gonna go to the theatre but seeing as i am annoyed by everyone for like, existing, we rented instead and it is a good movie. i think william hurt’s character should have been more prominent, he reminded me of gary oldman in the professional. the ending was kind of gay. i liked the hate-sex between aragorn and his wife. the little girl daughter sucked, i don’t know if i would have been able to act alongside her and pretend to like her i would whisper in her hear that i thought she was a big phony with bad hair.

later this week i have a neurologist appointment with the same guy who had that freudian slip saying that i had a nice body when he meant to say that i had a nice bottle (of ice tea). i bet the tingles and numbness i experience is from drinking and zoloft and sitting for hours on end in front of my laptop and not moving.

i am awake right now because of the cat and cos my dehydration woke me up. sometimes i log onto msn early and people are like WOW RAYMI YOU ARE AWAKE I THOUGHT YOU DIDN’T WAKE UP UNTIL 3 IN THE AFTERNOON YOU FUCKING LOSER WELL BECAUSE YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT WITH NO JOB!

and then i hate them for the rest of the day.