thinking about not eating makes me super irritable and tonite we’re meeting sharpie for dinner. ungh. i don’t know how anorexics can enjoy being anorexic. so many hours of my day are spent thinking about eating, what i am going to buy to cook, i dunno how anorexics fill their days and kill time. day 7 of anorexia: today i ate a piece of lettuce for three hours and now i am going to blow my brains out cos it was so fucking boring. goodbye cruel fat world.
i ripped off 90 per cent of my baby toenail saturday nite wasted. idiot.
