this is me crapping and drinking. since i am “sobering up” i will have to talk about being drunk in the past and when my memory comes back perchance i will have many stories to share. uuh um. yeah.
i have to find some fancy clothes to wear to fil’s work xmas party yea yea xmas is over but that’s why it’s after xmas cos people go away you know anyway i’m freaking out kind of because yesterday i went to h&m and all these dresses spoke to me but NOTHING fit me and i felt insanely obese and bought everything that was not a dress. there is this one yellow dress there i might buy to totally embarass fil or i just might not go and i will stay at home on the couch in my yellow dress reading fantasy novels.
holycrap get ready for ten million more posts than usual mania is totally coming back.
