yesterday was pretty fuckin’ hard and trying to sleep last nite was impossible, i’m running off two hours. i have zero booze-cravings thus far despite feeling as if i’m coming off an 8 year boomerang bender pretty much. anyway, i feel quite optimistic today and no this blog isn’t going to be all bla blah i want a drink my life is boring well actually it might we’ll see. unfortunately i am not any less obnoxious whilst sober just quieter and ten times more insecure and anxious i hope i don’t have anxiety attacks again. that would be the opposite of cool.
think of the money i’ll save and all the tv i will be around to watch at home also i will be level-headed enough to finally begin working on my script. i even thought about going to school last nite and then i thought about pencils and paper and ten million other retarded things.
i know i’m gonna get super thin again also like skeletor.
man i wanted to make a drunklor t-shirt but now maybe i’ll make a soberlor one instead and sell them to AA people. maybe i should just shut up cos it’s only been 24 hours, jeez.
