i’m quitting drinking cos it is out of control and i have personality changes whilst drunk and today is the first time where i really hate myself cos of the drink and no i am not out of beer, i seriously do not want to drink for a very very long time i also like want to kill myself but i won’t cos of family and fil and like yeah i know suicide is the gayest of the gays and talknig about it is taboo it’s just the day after booze blues i’ll get over it.
