i have to be ready by three o’clock so this means i have to have a bath and be ready and finish sewing my retarded felt/corduroy creation for carla even though i can’t feel my fingers and my left thumb is oozing stuff out of it and if i prick myself with a needle i will bleed way more and i think that she will just give it to the dogs to destroy maybe not i will tell her to sell it on ebay.
i keep thinking the pierce thing is a zit or scab so i try to pick it a lot.
