today i went outside, fil made me. he said that if i don’t go out and write at least one scene for the script then he is coming home late and i said YOU THINK NOT COMING HOME IS A PUNISHMENT!?!? so i met up with pierre in the market and watched him do laundry. on my way there i bumped into my cousin which was funny cos we’re kind of similar, loner types, arty strange whatever and he was alone taking fotos of stuff i was like hey and he was like hey and i told him about the blogger party and tried to get him to skip class but he wouldn’t.

on my way to meet pierre i was walking by the university and thought to myself fuck, i am scared of people like, i can’t look at them during the day or speak to them, anyway it felt good to be outdoors.

i felt weird being near a learning institution it’s too boring to explain.

i live in this alternate universe where i don’t really believe that other people have jobs and do real things so i never remember what their job is and like even hearing about work makes me feel tired.

we went to american apparel to get the new vice and pierre was convinced that the girl who i asked about the magazine was making fun of me and so i went on a good ten minute tirade about having worked for them in NYC and how she is some strangely half good looking chick working for american apparel and called vice “stupid” like hello if it wasn’t for that stupid magazine you wouldn’t have a fucking job cos no one would give a shit about cotton tank tops and slouchy socks and whatever what nerve! anyway i wasn’t even convinced she was dissing me in my mind she thought i was extremely cool and she was flirting with me.

then we went to soundscapes holy hipster day anyway i never go in there and enjoy myself cos of the snooty music nerds who ignore you and they do a pretty good job at making you feel bad for buying music there someone should really say something to management anyway i bought the new cardigans cd and was sitting on a ladder listening to it when pierre rolled in from the bank and i said can you tell that i am putting out the coolness vibe cos i am! anyway i think that i screamed it cos i had headphones on.

then we ate at sneaky dee’s and had some beer and talked about a bunch of stuff.

oh yeah i also said YEAH WELL SHE IS JEALOUS THAT I HAVE A BLACK FRIEND AND SHE DOESN’T about that american apparel girl.