
everyone who isn’t me SUCKS!
my body went numb yesterday like tingly numb and it is numb again today. is it cos of my drinking? WHAT THE FUCK WHY IS MY BODY GOING NUMB? i want a fucking MRI. i had the scan i met with the neurologist and they saw nothing. it’s been a year and it keeps happening off and on. i don’t think anyone in my family has MS but would i still be likely to get it? i’m not being dramatic here though it seems that way. i’ve tried to downplay this shit as best i could. it totally freaks my dad out. anyway one good thing of it is i can walk into tables and totally bash my shins and i don’t feel ANYTHING! fil will try to wrestle me into a pretzel position and i can wiggle free easily cos i can’t feel where my body ends and his begins and yeah, it’s retarded lethargic strength.





