i finally went outside, by myself. i think once thursday rolls around i feel ok enough to venture outdoors during the day. yesterday was scary windy and snowy and rainy so there was no way i was going out. i went to the pharmacy to get some things. walking back here i thought to myself man i really do hate being outside, looking at people around me who seem to be thrilled and thriving on this, this outside air and way into walking and talking and me, i want to be invisible and non-existant. this girl asked me in elementary school why i always look at the ground when i walk and i was like huh? she was right, i was a total live in my head nerd thinking up weird shit and ignoring the entire universe.
it’s cos i’m a mad intellect, genius maybe, i can’t be looking at things and thinking up masterpieces at the same time, doii.
looking at things is for stupid people, smart people look at the ground.
notice how sometimes i say purposeful ignorant things? yeah, rad.
