look how much of a nerd i use to be, that’s grade twelve i think. that’s when i had dyke-hair and barely got laid. i tried to get with chicks even and they were like WHAT GENDER ARE YOU!? that is all for now. ps. i am the one wearing the blue lifejacket vest thing.

this is what i looked like at 17 maybe 18 when i hung out at this wop cafe everyday instead of going to classes and i would drink rum and cokes at noon what the hell? i wrote radiohead lyrics in my notebook and stupid drawings and considered myself to be extremely eccentric.

and here i am in my dido pagoda hair phase where i decided to be a girl again and have my tongue pierced. that’s a drawing my friend did of me behind me. he is asian. it was very in vogue to have an asian guy friend back then i think.

here i am when i tried to have hair like gwyneth paltrow in the royal tennenbaums except i had bangs. that band was called the neighbourhood gang and we played one show and now the spaniard (dude with guitar, ex-bf) is in another up and coming band called no dynamics. i was kicked out of the neighborhood gang for over a month and no one told me. it was a big blow up when i found out at squirrly’s from heather in front of the drummer and i got super wasted and did some coke and went to spaniard’s birthday party with his present which i gave away to everyone in the bar but ripped up the foto of him and wrote you asshole or something i forget, it was a pretty good gift i think. heather exploded at him and he won’t talk to her to this day. i just stood and watched through the window, i think i had walked all the way there drinking a tallboy and lucas flew by in a cab. then i made noel come over to my place at like 4 in the morning, he was high as hell then passed out immediately.