here’s the thing about being spoiled.
i always paid my own way
the only thing my parents half-paid for was england and they suggested that i go, i worked at the hardware store whilst going to school and being cool and retarded and fucking lawyers in toronto and so being called spoiled by someone who chose to not live with their family or whatever yeh it is annoying but it’s understandable, just ‘cos i chose to stick around for awhile doesn’t mean i got pampered and spoiled to the max.
it wasn’t peaches and ream cream, ok people?
i am spoiled in the fact that i say what i feel and think when i think it and i slam doors and walk away and say fuck you and go do my thing because that’s what i gotta do and then i write about my miserability in my journals and be all promiscuous and read cosmopolitan and drink a lot and move away to nyc then to maine then to toronto then i go crazy.
spoiled?
no no no.
enabled, mo’like.
spoiled because my parents stuck it together for the sake of me and my brother and he has a kid when he is in grade ten and then finally diagnosed with ADD and i am like an idiot savante 2000 styles and a girl with boy qualities and minx shit and i basically write my own self-fulfilling prophecy, outcast society, which turned into the last minx, and raymi, was the girl, was the lauren and i wanted to be in a mental institution because i thought it would be SO COOL and then girl interrupted came out and i was like what the fuck grrr.
because i thought a mental institution book would be the most amazing of a premise for a nooknovelbook
anyway
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setting up messenger on my windows system. BRB.
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still downloading the windows version.
raymilauren says:
ok
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i just rode my harley for three hours. I got both sunburned and rained on. I feel weird
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anti im’ed me to say he was pissed about my comment. I told him I was staying out of the whole thing.
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felt like he was trying to get me to agree with him or say something bad about you or something. I dunno. I told him I’m just some guy over the internet. I’m not going to get involved in someone’s personal life.
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setting up messenger on my windows system. BRB.
raymilauren says:
he is doing that shit all over the web
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yeah. i thought it was pretty sad.
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there you are.
raymilauren says:
he is going to all the people who love me AND TRYING TO BRAINWASH them and influence them
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well, dammit, now I need to get a web cam.
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bah. I don’t know him.
raymilauren says:
whatever , i on the other hand do not have the time to do the same with his people so whatever, there is money to be made now, if he wants to sit around like a ten yr old then go for it
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absolutely.
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speaking of money to be made, how’s that going?
raymilauren says:
it’s going good