July 9th Malone’s restaurant/bar

 

it’s so sad to be alone because we’re alone, we’re sad.

 

malone’s (south kensington) – london, dublin and munich

 

“finest food from the four corners of the globe”

 

hmmph. we’ll see about that.

 

watered-down fountain coke – just the way i like it.  pleasant acid jazz – soothingly sensuous

 

raining on and off all day

 

shoppe called ryman – the stationer, ‘cross the way

 

wicker chairs green and white checked criss-cross back design.  chatter travelling rapidly all around me.  alone but not lonely.  people are insecure whilst alone.  they drop things because they feel they are on display – and are making a conscious effort NOT to drop something.  in the end, they do.

 



 

people who are alone appear to always be waiting for something – their life to begin – someone to arrive – to be acknowledged, who knows.

 

people who are alone are afraid – afraid of dying alone – they are unfortunate of not being able to share themselves with another.

 

people who are alone might choose to be alone – they don’t want to deal with other people and their problems – though sometimes, it would be nice.

 

people who are alone smile a lot – they hope another person, alone – might notice them.