i think we’re a loner now

i started this post yesterday, completely forgot about it uh maybe i’ll just hit publish and start over with another one. WHY NOT.

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i quite enjoy looking at these i just exclaimed, what is wrong with me? i want the entire set. i want to fill them with sparkles (in theory) i won’t no worries, one day i’ll for real use them as salt and pepper shakers. i’m going bai ling.

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swarovski crystals is the new new-age special hippie princess healing method. those other dirty crystals will not suffice.

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i need all the help i can get to get through this day and night. i canceled my work out today. tomorrow i’ll boot camp it. i canceled that too. pray for mojo.

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that ring my mom gave me, she was wearing the matching one and the heart necklace too (she always does this) and then alll night long kept trying to daps me and said SHAZAM. mom, STOP saying that it’s not funny. then she’d do it again. shazam. uh whatever everyone last night was kind of obliterated it was pretty great to have? this is where the post ended. wow great headway. i think the teacher walked up to me and then we immediately had business to attend to.

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i am doing nothing tonight. sweet nuh-uh-uh-thing.

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got some great mileage out of these balloons i brought them to adventurehouse party last night. which i am presently recovering from. what else is new.

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most claustrophobic cab ride ever oh my my my. suffocating.

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LOVE my friends and family. thank you for celebrating with me and celebrating me.

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stressed out face. yeah you can come yeah no worries. then a revolving door of ex bfs. clem loved it. each buy me a drink then leave, i introduced zero to the teacher, who was also ambushed by an intimate dysfunctional family sit down ha ha and they are like who is this guy? i haven’t been telling anyone much of anything lately, keeping cards to chest and so last night at the spoke for britt’s bday she’s like why have we never heard of this teacher before?

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maybe you guys should read my blog i guess then?

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this is how i looked yesterday once i fought my way through my loser hangover. not bad.

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i’m starting to enjoy myself without under eye mascara globbed on. i’m so insecure about the size of my eyes. i have to get over it. when i live healthier and get more sleep i won’t need mascara anymore.

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i found out one of my very good (who i thought) friends said i was self-absorbed. i have no idea what they are talking about.

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it’s cyclical this blog crap thing. another person said my mom and i focus too much on beauty. why aren’t people allowed to do that? beauty is a skill.

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i cleaned up the bender when i got up, sloppily so. my niece picked these out for me they’re like rubber boots flats and very comfy. thanks hailey now i can still be a kid and say well my niece got me these so it’s ok to have strawberry shortcake feet and be 28.

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expect lots of face photos. here i am whitening my teeth.

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teacher likes this one the best.

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big mouth big talk.

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you should(n’t) see what my hair looks like today. love to see how far i can stretch out not washing it after a dye job and toning. secret princess skid rat. cousin alex told me when we were teens she hadn’t washed her hair in TWO WEEKS. gross.

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remember these pics? so 2001 nerve.com profile. that’s how we met people to fuck and party and have threesomes with back then. there needs to be a more elite pof.

oh teacher’s here time for brunch see you later with more dumb stuff xoxox.