NO!

i thought he clarified that he was looking for a girl without “psychological problems” when that looking for a woman thing was all over the www. ? seriously dude. W T F!?

i found my first grey hair the other nite, it was more white than grey.

sarah came over during the day on friday and we sewed, oh yeah i wrote about that already. sarah made a cool carrot, i actually called it a modern carrot. she made a fuschia mask for it. i let cid play with it by dangling the green carrot hair and cid ripped some of it out, i felt bad about that for a little while but mostly it was funny. i have some kind of cold, my throat feels fucked. we played with alex’s puppies last nite. fil got new espresso and it tastes really bad. i think i am going to sew something but i don’t feel like it cos i feel sickish. we are going to try to not drink tonite, we will go see a movie i think. i don’t really feel like going out anywhere though. people at drunkenstepfather tell me to stop writing, more tits, tits are more interesting. ha.

there is a lot of left-over booze from friday.

pierre reviews our evening. people don’t talk about me as much as they should i think.

Listen to fil when u r getting too RAMBUNKSUSH cause he’s doing u a favour…thats all

mom | 01.15.06 – 10:31 pm | #

mom more like ramdrunktious.

raymi | Homepage | 01.16.06 – 11:37 am | #

fil was playing we love katamari and he was making good time and raymi said, “i’m really excited for you. you’re doing very well!”

then there was a brief moment of silence and then i said, “that was probably the nerdiest thing that i have EVER said.”

fil agreed.

yet ANOTHER example at how extremely cool i am.

merkley??? says:

you should be online in the middle of the night when i am wasted

raymi says:

yeh

raymi says:

i can barely type

raymi says:

when drunk

merkley??? says:

i was such an awesome drunk last night

merkley??? says:

i was telling everyone i loved them and shit

merkley??? says:

huggy drunk bastard

raymi says:

i missed out

raymi says:

i love hearing those speeches

merkley??? says:

my other drunk personality is the “this world doesnt deserve me” guy

merkley??? says:

its awesomely pathetic

raymi says:

NICE

raymi says:

give me an example

merkley??? says:

i go on and on about how fair and filled with love i am

merkley??? says:

and how i am so misunderstood

merkley??? says:

both of those are way better than my resentful drunk personality which happens one in maybe 20 times

merkley??? says:

thats when i go home too early

merkley??? says:

before i’m super tired

raymi says:

i get emotional and cry fight with fil

raymi says:

oooh i am interviewing a skinhead now

merkley??? says:

then suddenly anyone who isnt with me has somehow abandoned me or wronged me