dear everyone thank you for your condolences that is very nice of you i am glad i have a blog so i can VIRTUALLY GRIEVE ALRIIIGHT!
anyway
i slept over at my dad’s last nite on the couch and after all the wine i drank i have acid reflux like a motherfuck, today is the viewing and tomorrow there is another one then the service then the reception. there were tears last nite, my grandma’s death seems to have surfaced some undealt with emotions from my grandpa’s death eleven years ago.
i know i will probably lose it tonite and tomorrow it’s not the sadness of death or anything cos she had a long happy full rich life and then some it’s the seeing my dad cry shit that gets to me, seeing my brother cry too, that might be worse. we were those siblings that made fun of each other for crying during movies and now that we are more in-touch with our emotions there’s still a bunch of immaturity present so it’s like this retarded laugh crying crap i dunno.
in other news i haven’t shaved my bikini area in over a month and it is like insert name of movie set in a jungle and next week i am either going to have it waxed or buy one of those lipstick shaver things that women can use for their moustaches also. the other nite fil trimmed his nethers to try and get the ball rolling and i am like whatever dude still not shaving ha ha.
I got this in the mail from cafepress…cost me a fucking arm and a leg with the American money and then the customs I had to pay (I bought my boyfriend the “I Love Sluts” shirt, too). I know, all the way to BC shouldn’t cost that much, but oh well it was worth it.
Here I am modelling how much I am lesbo for you. I’m not really a lesbo. Just so you know.
That sounded homophobic. I’m not that, either. I just don’t want you to think some creepy lesbian is stalking you or something.
cute how this person tried to be all mean and funny and really stick it to everyone in my comments regarding the ass implants and then once i politely approved the wicked burn they cam back and AGREED WITH THEMSELF ANONYMOUSLY! teehee weinerface i have your ip address.
From : Julián Alejandro López de Mesa Samudio Sent : August 24, 2005 5:01:11 AM To : parkdaleraymi@hotmail.com Subject : I liked your Blog, not your book
Hi
My name is Julian Lopez de Mesa and I am from Colombia (yes, South America). Casual web browsing at 4:30 am directed me to your blog (blogs?). I generally hate blogs and bloggers because they all seem to think that what they say is really interesting when it isn’t. Anyway, for some reason yours seems to be different. I liked what I read. Your literary stuff, on the other hand…well….it has potential…but….but…I mean its all over the place. Trust me: You need to focus.
I don’t even know why I am writting this. Maybe it’s that finally the graveyard shift is getting to me or something. Anyway -again- you do look like someone with whom one can actually have a conversation in Canada – Maybe I am wrong though
