ok i know that the ENTIRE city of TORONTO reads MY BLOG and that they fancy themselves TOO COOL to talk to me or acknowledge my EXISTENCE on the streets, that’s FINE! anyway if you don’t BLOOOG or leave me comments you can AT LEAST come to my FUCKING RED PARTY (feb. 17), i am thinking it will be at andy’s pool hall because of the garish lighting and we will WEAR RED so our bodies will be camouflaged (how do you spell that?) and it will just be a bunch of heads and hair and hands – HEADS HAIR AND HANDS PARTY!
anyway, i might have some felt friends there for you to buy and make fun of.
so we’ll see how the bidding for raymitheminx.com turns out. if it works in my favor then i’ll keep using that if not then it’ll be something else, no biggie. however children, i am now currently in the posession of youfuckers.blogspot.com ! oh what magnificent RAPTURE! for now i’m just going to amass the gayest most unflattering of raymi fotos on it.
dan: when people are insane do they know they’re insane?
raymi: no they dont
dan: How do you know for sure?
raymi: crazy people think theyre sane, sane people think they’re crazy
dan: What about the ones on the border. The ones that are either crazy or geniuses.. but it’s difficult to tell?
raymi: they are a toss-up, you’d have to analyze their actions and the way they speak and productivity and capacity to function
dan: Eh, insane people can still be able to function and be productive, so I don’t think that’s an accurate guage. Some people who’ve thought to have been mad have turned out to have been right years after they’ve been stoned to death or whatever in the past. Do you think you’re insane?
raymi: is this why u’r asking me? i know i am eccentric and i am a genius technically and also creative and i have a chemical imbalance/bi-polar and manic depression and i am bored very very easily so sometimes i am crazy sometimes i am not, i am more uncrazy than crazy, make sense?
dan: Just curious is all. Used to have a really close friend that was similar, very intelligent, very creative and chemically imbalanced.. bored extremely easily.
If you’re aware of these personality traits though, do you work on changing them..or even care to? ie. when you are being crazy… do you know and just do it anyway and throw care to the wind, or do you do it and realize later that it was a crazy thing to do?
raymi: well the mania phase of bipolar is what makes u do crazy things, im over that part now. now i just have depression and i drink to dilute my mania but sometimes when i am with a large group of people and i am drunk i do obnoxious loud things that i think are funny, but i always did that, even when little and without being drunk, it’s just the way i am
i think i might be partly autistic/tourette’s cos sometimes i make beep and meow noises out of nowehere to fill the void
i am also OCD and i group letters of words in sentences to determine whether the sentence is odd or even and sometimes it gets out of hand, i fiddle with my fingers a lot yeah
dan: don’t really know much about bi-polar… my previous friend did go through a phase of drinking heavily at one point
drinking does make you feel great though… do you have trouble getting up in the mornings sometimes? I find I’m that way when depressed.
eh, obnoxious loud things are just cries for attention, we both know that =)
tourette’s isn’t moreso to fill the void… my bro has a light case of it… it’s more like an itch you need to scratch rather than doing something to fill the void
I’m pretty sure I’ve got some kinda OCD/ADD as well, but then again I think those are just labels to define behaviour that’s useful in certain situations, and not in others that society deems so.
Are you nervous/anxious a lot? Could be why you twiddle your fingers…. or maybe just too much caffeine?
raymi: yeh i drink lots of caffeine and i do get anxious in certain situations
dan: Yeah caffeine could do it… and everyone gets anxious in certain situations.
i think i’m getting sick. i made it so i have to moderate comments, why didn’t i think of this before? we didn’t do anything last nite other than watch tv. and i made a killer pasta, like, amazing.
