hi hello we went to a leaf game last nite and we won again because i was there and i yell obscenities like CAROLINA HAS A SLOPPY VAGINA and everyone cheers for me even the carolina fans because face it I RULE.

anyway go to this ARTCADE thing cos nerds are making video game art even noel! brilliant!

i’m selling this bitch. i did it in early 2003 just as i was turning crazy for reals. i was pretty baked when i did it at noel’s old apartment so i was very manic and it only took me ten minutes to do obviously. there is a nice message on the back that doesn’t make any sense and i kissed the canvas and added sparkle glitter to it and pink gooey paint-something. it is 3 feet by 1 feet i think and it costs 200 canadian or maybe we can work something out. PEACE.

they’re gonna let my grandma die, she’s too old to operate and put a feeding tube in her stomache and if she pulls it out she will die anyway. they’re gonna give her morphine which is good. things are gonna get ugly i think over money and stuff now. i don’t think i will be having a party, maybe a post-poned one, so not a priority now.

it’s strange how people don’t really give a fuck when your grandparent dies like whatever they’re not your mom or dad and i kind of share the same opinion however it’s different when it happens to you and every old person joke you ever made makes you feel really really bad about yourself.

she’s had a long good life though it is still fucking sad and hard.

right now i am thinking that no one cares about me because they aren’t commenting every two minutes cos that’s how often i check my comments.