MORE FROM KEITH

yeah. no more analysis. write a screenplay with that material.

“tales of boredom and insecurity”

it’s all just material dude. -keith

cant tell if you are being condescending -raymi

there was some condescension there.

i didn’t like the “it’s material dude” line, i interpreted it as you saying you were above the possibility of having acted like a pussy. and that you were seperated from the things you were writing like a porn star saying that the sex they are having is just a job… and that it doesn’t cut the bottom out of their soul.

it goes a little something like this:

nobody reads my blog… and i don’t like that, maybe even to the point of being bitter. i see the internet as a medium with a lot of potential… especially because it seems as though it would be really easy to have no pressure discussions about the dynamics of human behavior… so when you posted about people challenging the merits of your personality i wanted to dig into the issue a little bit deeper… and i was met with “that was long” and ” you have diarrhea of the mouth”… i don’t care about people thinking that i am a suck-bag… but i do care about entering into discussions… it seems like everyone wants to stay casual or some bullshit and the discussions never start… it just becomes an exercise in parrying snide remarks or trying to figure out a way to complement somebody and plant a seed that there might be more to talk about… in fact when people are inclined to respond it is because what i said made them get defensive… i just want passionate dialectics. no
body wants to do it. i have to start questioning whether my presentation is boring, uninteresting, off-putting…

i think i have a pretty good style… it is a shame that other people don’t seem to dig it as much as i think they should.

i don’t mean to be pushing your buttons on the insult level.

hope you enjoyed my mini life story.
stay hardcore. -keith

ok well your condescension stems from bitterness which has fuck all to do with me but yet you have this love/hate thing for me cos i get all this attention and you don’t
you’re way over-analyzing all of this
also
you dont know anything about being a porn star and what it feels like
i use to do online modelling, which was live webcam masturbation for dudes
they saw everything
and it WAS JUST A JOB and didn’t cut the bottom of my soul out at all

maybe people would be more interested if you cut the bullshit and got to the point and were concise about it, people don’t want to have discussions with pretentious gasbags ok -raymi

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