lol psyche! not the freedom 250 that you are thinking of exactly BUT it’s day 250 no alcohol today so we can say it’s freedom from that, lul. and let’s be so fr the title is an SEO grab so let it ride.
I am trying to think of if I have ever done something else for 250 days before. Do jobs count? Lol. fuck they should, I guess so, from a resume perspective. Speaking of which, I am so LinkedIn checked-out but I have a souped-up account with a lot of thought leader contacts because networking was part of my gig before as well as I freaked out and changed it to my real name, I had to wipe a lot of shit as much as I could so I Laurened it up and I have this fantasy that one day I go back to RTM LI persona-mode and post something there out of nowhere. then like all these fuckin execs and guru bullshit artists start messaging me deals and offers lol. I swear to God being delulu actually works at least some of the time because you don’t know unless you try. What did Homer Simpson say? Bart, if you never try then you never have to fail so the moral is, to never try.
Ya no. I say disrupt like all those motherfuckers preach. Oh yeah? okay then BET.
Actually the wheels are in motion to cook a mixer up with some of these leads and whoever-the-fucks you now so if you would like to be involved in a thing, get in touch. See look, we’re already doing the thing now. Pin it!
Being sober is like a rollercoaster ride on an ever-changing track of options now that you’re with it, have energy, and the want to exist and engage. It’s great. Do I sound like an idiot with all this constant motivational crap stuff? Is it sinking in? Good because y’all could use a little help too. We should always be evolving.
I chatted with a pal and gave some wisdom the other day and maybe it’s TMI but it was on sex addiction and I was noticing patterns so I said you don’t gotta do all that you know, that addiction, that demon, the insatiable shit you’re addicted to well you are a lot sexier if you’re not constantly f—ing chicks just because you can like isn’t all that mess exhausting? Just know when shit is out of control and check yourself.. like it’s funny to hear the stories and be entertained but it gets to a point where you could really effect some change to a friend and it did, they were grateful.
In sobriety you talk about it a lot and spread it around and you don’t care as much about things that use to bother you, you gain a superpower – a fearlessness that those who are dependent on booze don’t possess because if they did then they would have the power to let down the drink, they do not, they are powerless.
I know I am and that is why I cannot do it anymore.
Sobriety is more fun and some homies are also on this path too. it’s exciting to reconnect and make plans that normal people do who aren’t sitting around drinking and doing drugs. It’s all about the journey, make that the destination. Don’t drink to escape and kill time fantasizing about a better life from your box of wine. Go thru the process of getting clean because once all that tough nonsense passes you will be sitting in a space where you are able to love yourself and remember why you are awesome and people like you and the walls aren’t caving in. Reclaim your life.
Look at me! You could be a guy like me!
see ya in the funny papers xo rlw
ps. this dance video is awesome. body is tea. my partner never danced with me and I am a hyper dancer so I started making youtube dance videos to get in shape and to make content for my blog too. The thing that really turned a corner for me was seeing the JT Ciara Love sex magic music video her body is tea and her bangs. It’s always about the bangs for me but anyway I was always about to start getting into shape again but not motivated. my ex made a fat comment to me, then I saw that music video and then it was SO ON. I locked in, got fit, then moved the fuck on. I am grateful for our time together and I have dreams sometimes of the past but essentially I released him from my minx talons so. No hard feelings. Everyone who comes into our lives are our teachers. this vid was 17 years ago but that math doesn’t add up it makes me 26 here when I am actually 24, strange. i also am sober in this, I did not smoke weed for 5 solid years and never drank during the day because I was blogging hungover instead.
