July 19, 2004
I dressed snappy
I waited
for hours
with flowers
I stopped to buy a detox energy drink. They were fresh out.
All they had was rows and rows of passion.
I visited your site today and caught up. Wanted to tell you that I nearly keeled over at your spaghetti strainer comment.
Honorable mentions: feminista, dinosaurs… keywords from the blog to jostle your memory if need be.
Alright, Raymi. I want to see a picture of you with kelly green eye shadow. I enjoy seeing you with or without make-up
you look good regardless, but trust me… this’ll knock ‘em dead.
Just to let you know, the picture at 3:16:30 where you have on a flourescent green wrist band, and are holding
a blue sombrero is WHITE HOT.
Lastly, I’ve started an entry in a notebook of mine called “Raymi vs. God.” I’m trying to determine which of you brings more magic into my life on a day to day basis.
pink
the only lesson i will derive from this pain is how bad pain can be.
i am constantly standing several feet away from myself, watching as i do or say or feel something that i don’t like at all, and i still can’t stop it.
my problem always was depression, straight up. the drinking, the drugging, they were mere accessories to the crime.
i just needed to stop thinking so much and start doing.
this was not the after affect of some coke – this was me.
in the meantime, i could withdraw to my room, could hide and sleep as if i were dead.
i am becoming a complete waste.
the speed of the sound of a girl falling down to a place from where she can’t be retrieved.
i am one step removed from my problems, more a nervous audience member at a horror movie than the movie itself.
don’t interrupt the sorrow.
my gifts are for life itself, for an unfortunately astute understanding of all the cruelty and pain in the world. my gifts are unspecific. i am an artist marque, someone full of crazy ideas and grandiloquent needs and even a little bit of happiness, but with no particular way to express it. not that i can even aspire to happiness anymore.
people tend to go crazy when they don’t have a container of milk in the refrigerator.
it is cold outside but i am crazy from the heat.
this must be a little bit like what it’s like to be a bag lady, to drag your feet here, there, and everywhere, nowhere at all.
we replaced her with a series of roommates, all of whom dropped out of school or dropped out of life as soon as they moved in with us.
what makes you think i’m so rich that you can steal my heart and it won’t mean a thing.
it’s impossible to ever see the end. the fog is like a cage without a key.
-Prozac Nation
i love mini me spanish beetlejuice.
inspired by suckface here, in alphabetical order is ma funny picture post of les webs. each word being the one used to pull up the image in google. ps some pics have nothing to do with the word, used to find ‘em out, ie. vulva is not a vulva and cavity is not a cavity and, this took me forever, so you better love it and tell me which one you like best-eh-sess.
alligator
belmont
cavity
dung
environment
frig (why don’t frat fucktards know anything about resizing their photos?)
gas
hentai
islam
jackie
kill (pfft).
leech
move
noose
oprah (knew she was a nazi all along).
piss
queasy
rasta (my new boyfriend).
serpent (so far my favorite).
tuft (new other boyfriend).
useless
vulva (i love that word).
wolverine
xerox
yacking (major favorite, close second for yacking).
you’re a zipper that doesn’t work
July 18, 2004
ask me anything you like
i’ll reveal everything
i will treasure the truth
you could know anything
i am but a fool to play
unaware of things
if i treasure the truth
i would tell it to you
i’m coming down
to tell you what i know
to say what’s real
to let you know
where i have been and how i had to
sleep on needles
you’ll believe you are hard
sleep on needles
and hear only the truth
am i likely to succeed
with the way things are
judging by your smile
you’re holding somethin’ back…
-sleep on needles
i date spiderman only. peter parker sometimes too though but only when he is getting hit in the head repetitively when he drops all his books and eats chocolate cake with that polski/german? and she has a big ugly mole on her eyebrow what looks like chocolate cake.
my mum shot rocky in the eye with a hair elastic sometimes mum is 13 years old i like it.
exit music (for a film)
wake from your dreams
the drying of your tears
today we escape
we escape
pack and get dressed
before your father hears us
before all hell breaks loose
breathe keep breathing
don’t lose your nerve
breathe keep breathing
i can’t do this alone
you can laugh
a spineless laugh
we hope your rules and wisdom choke you
now we are one
in everlasting peace
we hope that you choke
Nice Dream
they love me like i was a brother
they protect me
they dug me my very own garden
gave me sunshine
made me happy. nice dream.
i call up my friend the good angel
but she’s out with
her ansaphone
she says she would love to come help
but
the sea would electrocute us all. nice dream.
if you think that you’re strong enough.
if you think you belong enough.
nice dream.
somebunny find me my ok computer cd please
im a raymiac says:
hi
necklace luky man says:
very sexy fantastic
im a raymiac says:
yes? that is good
necklace luky man says:
now ready to fuck
im a raymiac says:
you are ready to fuck?
necklace luky man says:
yes thats what i feel
necklace luky man says:
very nicely i will kiss for 15 minuts then start
im a raymiac says:
i want to fuck too
necklace luky man says:
when I fuck is there any noice?
im a raymiac says:
there is lots of noise
im a raymiac says:
i sound like i am trying to take a crap when i cum
necklace luky man says:
when I fuck I will put my fingers on the ass firmly
im a raymiac says:
ok
im a raymiac says:
will you wear something nice
necklace luky man says:
yes
necklace luky man says:
do u know normaly when i fuck i put my finger on the ass and push it littel in side
im a raymiac says:
like what
im a raymiac says:
yeh a lot of people do that, personally though i like to put my entire fist into the ass, but that is just me and sometimes i wear press on fingernails that dont have very good adhesive so when i pull out i am missing a few. i like giving people presents.
necklace luky man says:
can u show me some other picture
im a raymiac says:
no
necklace luky man says:
where are u now in america?
necklace luky man says:
I like to see backside
im a raymiac says:
right now i am living in texas
necklace luky man says:
ok nice
necklace luky man says:
can u tell me what is the meaning of democrocy? can u write it?
necklace luky man says:
hi
im a raymiac says:
it means
im a raymiac says:
form of government in which sovereign power resides in the people as a whole, and is exercised either directly by them or by their elected representatives; State having this form of government
necklace luky man says:
do u know now our country is under big debate about party system
im a raymiac says:
yes u told me how is that going
necklace luky man says:
so some people say they want multiparty system but some people want only one party
so what is ur opinion
im a raymiac says:
what are the two parties they want
necklace luky man says:
we want one ruling party and one opposition party yet we are not create
necklace luky man says:
our country population is about three hundred thousand only
im a raymiac says:
what do u want the ruling party and opposition to be
im a raymiac says:
republican and democratic?
im a raymiac says:
i think democratic is the one u want for sure
necklace luky man says:
or at least we want three party
necklace luky man says:
yes
im a raymiac says:
well democracy is what u need, all the voices are heard
necklace luky man says:
yes
necklace luky man says:
nealy 80% OF THE POPULATION are reformist but the current ruling party are very strict about this
im a raymiac says:
why dont u move to canada
