Well, it isn’t the informational knowledge of who we are that makes us in the end, but our spirit, and our character, and the character which is desirable is that of a loving one, isn’t it? Because despite our past, there is this inevitable future, and one who is of love and striving for perfection will only become sweeter and sweeter as the days go on. There is only hope for such a one. There is only light and life and work and enjoyment for such a one. There is only light and hope and life. Daniel | 12.05.05 – 2:58 am | #
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daniel there is only gay and gayer and gayest comment ever. raymi | Homepage | 12.05.05 – 11:54 am | #
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i have hope for you, since you do enjoy something; that you would find the ultimate enjoyment- of Who Jesus is, the most loveliest and enjoyable Person in the universe. How lovable and lovely You are, Lord Jesus! I love You! I most certainly have hope for Mrs. Raymi Minx, that she could one day come to know the Lord Jesus. Why? I would want everyone to know this most wonderful one. Daniel | 12.05.05 – 12:14 pm | #
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oh shit, raymi, THAT’S what you’ve been missing! jesus!
maybe if you hurry you could get saved before it gets dark outside! isabel | Homepage | 12.05.05 – 1:08 pm | #
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does jesus like to party? raymi | Homepage | 12.05.05 – 4:47 pm | #
samir and i are arguing about the script i have to write ok no we were discussing it and the other nite while inebriated to the extreme we were trying to talk about it but just ended up talking over each other instead and it was funny. i wrote the paradigm structured and now i feel extremely productive.
today it is very cold outside.
saturday nite me and fil made dinner all by ourselves and it was good. when we were grocery shopping fil ruined the experience by making me explain in detail why i wanted to buy this fancy orange juice and i got very angry and said YOU ARE RUINING MY SHOPPING EXPERIENCE!
last nite i watched this flight 93 movie narrated by kiefer sutherland on the discovery channel and innit was actual phone recordings of people calling their loved ones before the plane crashed in that field and i couldn’t sleep all nite because of watching it.
the events of that day have affected my life in a very major way i don’t think i will ever get over it and i’m not trying to start a war over what huge terrible event in the world is most important like starving kids and rwanda i’m just saying that i have mini-panic attacks everytime i see/hear something having to do with september eleventh and yet i can’t stop myself from being obsessed and i have this overwhelming desire to explain to people exactly how i feel about it, not my opinions but how my heart feels like it is going to explode and my body temperature sky rockets and my hands sweat etc and so on, ungh.
anyway i found some pictures jack took in manhattan that day so i’m gonna put them up.
look it’s me in my i am kurt cobain stage except my plaid shirt is buttoned way up to my neck and my hair is slicked back like i am from the spanish harlem, yay!
poor parents yo, they must’ve been like why can’t my daughter be normal or dress like a girl even?
i’d be like you are not coming with us if you are going to look like a lesbo.