2007 sigh

siiiiiiiiiiiiigh

SIGH

i have post-holiday blues, this year was pretty excessive and to wrap it up with a week long bender and fil being sick has left me feeling barren and stir crazy and well, CRAZY aaaand i have zits all over my face and i never have zits. i think it’s from when cid tries to wake me up with his paws on my lips and cheek he gave me some zits thanks a lot not only are you an agressive annoying poorly behaved mooch monkey but now you give blemishes TOO. i know they are from him cos i never get zits on my cheek or above my lip, don’t try and tell me i’m wrong i am insanely self-involved i know more about me than anything else in fact i should major in me. ok this is getting gay.

i am also nervous about flying to nyc next week and everytime i think about it i have a mini panic-attack and i start worrying about insignificant things like how many shoes i should bring and am i skinny enough to party in nyc right now and i will be on my period and i will be embarrassed cos i don’t know anything about nyc anymore even though i use to live there.

SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH.

at least when i hold a champagne glass i don’t look like this.