i don’t think i am even going to shower today, i might change my mind. i haven’t looked in the mirror in at least three hours so my memory of what i actually look like right now is non-existant, i’ve decided that i look hot in a dirty lazy scab kind of way and my hotness is increasing by the minute. i want to look sexy tonite so i won’t feel invisible at the strip bar but i don’t think i own anything sexy nor have i in a very long time and right now all i know about sexy is high heels and extra eye-liner.
the fuckhead down the hall is the most annoying piece of shit ever, he has people coming by constantly and one guy is always going through the recycling bin in the alley. i’m wired/tired enough to scream something scarey at all of them. i miss those french people who sound like a romantic sitcom every time they walk in and out of the building.
oh i just realised that this is a different guy down the hall having people by non-stop. so glad we’re moving.