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someone open the window and let the some of the self-absorption out please. jesus.
it’s kinda strange and hard having an “easy” life. or making it appear as such. people kinda let you be a shit show cos they expect it and then it happens and they’re like well them’s the breaks look they’re doing it or being that, pretty much par for the course. i’m kinda tired of being a kid all the time. absolutely sick of drinking. bored by it. still as fun as it is i know i’m just pouring booze all over my problems as a temporary solution and it’s all justified because my life is about fun and fun is about parties and parties are about wasted. shit cycle.
when you’re a magnetic force and smart you can pretty much do whatever you want, get whatever you want and that’s great but it can also be dangerous in a way. dangerously awesome? when i hang with casie it’s thrilling and electric and i know it’s going to end in nonsensical rambling drunkenness BECAUSE we are on top of our shit, can afford to be slightly fucked up fuck ups cos this social media racket is a bit of a joke in way, it’s still fresh and you’ll have it under your thumb for the next while until the next thing comes along to be dominated. this is why i think i have to call in some will power reinforcements when it comes to all the freebies (booze) cos there’s only going to be an ass ton more of that to come in the future.
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we got last minute second city tickets because of what huge giant deals we are. well, were already on the gretzky’s patio and figured why not. it’s like ok we can get this now lets get a luxury aircraft painted gold, so easy smooth talkin’ criminal-like. it all sounds like bullshit when you talk about it to someone who has no idea about blogging or twitter or who cares, but then they see it in action and yeah, it’s a little crazy for sure. for sure. inviting you to things you’d have no business being at back in the day, events for elitist rich nobodies for example, but now they know you gotta be there too rollin’ with them and their bored boring faces because you’re the internet big wheel making their cogs go round holy crap dumbest metaphor but anyway the point of all this is i’m done dickin’ the dog it’s time for bootstraps to be pulled up and owning august.
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colour me party guilt.
off to brunch think tank meeting, then britt’s tea party, then work.
what’s the point of this long weekend again?
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How much of this post is sincere, and how much is performance?
As long as you know when its time to pull up the bootstraps, then have the courage to do it, and stick with it, thats all that matters
The elitist, name dropping superficial stuff all gets old anyway
in the end, its about being comfortable in your own skin, and being proud of any new goal and accomplishment you make for your own betterment
And keeping healthy boundaries for yourself, in every way.
Ok Everyone
Photo #191 has gone up past 240 votes as well as photo #225
anyone interested, please keep voting for one more day, every six hours if you don’t have a life.
you can vote on the link raymi put up two posts below, or just come back to my blog to vote from there.
Thanks everyone who have voted, very sweet!
I love reading your revelations.. even if i think they’re the opposite of mine. i just turned 26 and everyone suddenly became grandma and grandpa on me, no sorry we can’t go out tonight, party or shit even just a pub night or any night in the future, we’re married, we have a house, we have a mortgage, we are lame, etc. i knew settling down time would come sooner or later in my life, i just wasn’t aware it would be in my mid-twenties. is this all i have to look forward to? (don’t answer that). anyway. picture #8 – i like your hair lots. super cute!
you are looking so gorgeous these days, love you!
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aw i dont feel that way at all so thank you muchly
it’s all real unfortunately haha
I figured you’d be the go to girl. Do you know of anyone that is selling a vintage ladies style bike? I want to get the best out of the rest of the summer but would love a little bicyclette to do so!! Any help is appreciated. xo!
how much are you willing to spend?
I usually enjoy your posts, but don’t really relate to them. Maybe it’s cause I’m a guy.
This one was like echoing the shit in my life right now though, with regards to booze.
I’ve been pouring booze all over my problems too and have decided to take a little break from booze. Whatever, just thought I’d share that.
Shit, can I delete and re-write that last comment? I said “booze” way too many times.
100-200 max!
nope haha
you dont relate to my menstrual cycle posts ever?
Well, apparently men have cycles throughout the month, too. We just don’t have the bleeding to clearly demarcate it. I’m going to watch my mood and see if it’s true, if I’m more of a cranky dickbag at certain times of the month.
(I’m always a bit of a cranky dickbag.)