i do not have room in my life for this

I visited a fortune teller, about ten years ago, he said that I was going to be a writer, and that I’d have to wait until I’m published before my family could find me.
It is absolutely true and no word of a lie. I understand that my affections are unwelcome. I cut off my resource of **** as an acceptible support of love. I’ve made a mess between us concerning all of these correspondences.

I wish for you to know that I want to forgive you for everything that you could ever do. And that I have the will to carry the voice that can give you your inspiration to live, laugh, and love. I don’t want to turn my heart into a hunk of stone because of all the failed relationships.

I’m starting a relationship with a girl named *******, and I need to distract myself from you. I understand my responsibility to my family and my health to avoid you until we’re both not fucked up. I’m taking a two year journalism course with the goal of a diploma, I’ve nearly finished my novel, and you are the only thing that has ever been on my mind since we met.

It is true lauren that all is fair in love and war, but if you take “war” away from that statement, all is really not fair with only love.

All you need is love, and I love you, truly

you are always welcome to contact me, and it would make me happier if you did,

with warmest regards and honorable intentions,