i need a camera badly, i feel like a useless chump without one. fil sent a link to the new pentax but there isn’t a release date for it yet. FUCK.

one of my favourite pleasures is ripping my lip skin off with my teeth then drinking red wine and having the newly exposed cracks in my lips stain dark red almost black and then waking up the next morning with scumbag vagabond lips. secretly tearing off my fingernails at a bar and letting them fall to the floor while admittedly so seems bad, it is mostly orgasmic. i know you guys don’t like me anymore anyways so i am bringing on the disgusting. i am an artist and i have small fingers and hands so i am allowed to do anything i want. it sounds awful when you read it in words but when you see me in action it is almost beautiful like poetry as blood delicately seeps out of my hangnail wounds and i suck it away while you tell me about the canon you are taking apart and putting back together again with tiny screwdrivers.

after we lost the game last nite i said using the alphabet lets think of worse things that could happen right now to make us even more depressed:

avalanche
butt rape
crocodiles
dick severing
electrocution
famine
gonorrhea

and so on

before that we did band names with adding cid into it:

aerocid
backstreet cid
counting cids
dresden cid
cidefant
franz cidinand
cidface killah
cid rollins band
etc

for R i said rancid haha yes we don’t have friends.