so i am bailing on the coupland reading, courto is angry, justifiably so. i’m usually not a bailer, maybe i am i dunno. just wasn’t feeling it and cos of the long weekend it felt like it was suppose to be tomorrow. and i know it’s smarmy and unrealistic but, i wanna meet him on my own terms nahmean not like hey hey hey i waited three hours in line to babble nonsense i like your writing and stuff why don’t YOU come out to one of MY blog parties or book fair somethings instead? lets go to a bar or something, you can discuss portfolio diversification and i can talk about hendrick’s and megatouch.
i guess i feel like a big nothing today and going to see a “somebody” would only intensify the feeling, and no no i wouldn’t be inspired if i went, i don’t get inspired, i’m not a “gets-inspired” type person.
i’m a loudmouth coward and a stubborn bitch.
i also have a zit on the very tip of my nose.
