you should not ever forget this and do not neglect the fact that
i budded in front of a lot of people in line to get into the karaoke place and one short dude in a bad italian mobster jacket got all huffy in my face and looked like he might cry after i sternly said, “look dude, don’t fucking yell at me i’m not in charge of the line.” and then when i went up to sing my song i apologized to the room for being a budder and added that i was more important anyways.
i had a video camera for fucksakes!!!!
so i sang oh darling, beeeatles-style and everyone clapped a lot and the lites went down and i was a superstar. my voice was complete rasp-and-churlyness but it was suitable for the song. yep yep.
then i went to sing i touch myself with the slutbunny girl. we got booed and booed so now i know that it is HER that causes all the booeyness and it only happens when we pretend to be in love with each other, so there.
i have to go have my picture taken on the balcony and i am only going to wear high heels and it is daytime so cars might smash into each other. i hope so.
song choice of the day – Delibes – Flower Duet
raymi,
I’m writing you this out of boredom I guess.� I live in Indiana and yep it’s boring which is why I smoke weed daily.� Pills are fun too, my mom gets xanax and gives them to my little sister and she gives them to me.� I also get hydrocodone sometimes.� I like hydros, they give me energy and make my face itch.
My family got real pissed off at me one time when I was 17 and got pregnant.� I didn’t give a fuck what they said tho.� Now I have 3 kids and just got married to the father almost one year ago exactly in Las Vegas.� I cried during the ceremony.� I was on the rag.� We have been together almost 11 years now (but married only 1).� He sells drugs too, which is nice cause we get our weed for free.� My family are all overachievers except for me, which is a source of agony for my mother who is a perfectionist.
I really like reading your site, and will read your book too when it’s finished.� I want to write a book someday and get published and rich if I can stay sober long enough.
Take care,
-T.
