a compromise that satisfied no one
me: how much work did u do on my face
Phil: i didnt touch your face at all
me: ok
then i am a babe
Phil: yes
i watched that wind what whatevers the barley movie last nite, fil passed out 2/3 through, i had to keep’er movin’ though, how does this depressing piece of shit end!?!? is what i was thinking, so i stayed up til after 1, so i’m tired now, is what i’m sayin’.
Dearest Raymi,
I just read what that 50 year old dickhead said criticizing you on your look.
When I was trying to get a modelling agency I was told more than once to get a nose job. One place wanted me to “go out” with the owner to try and convince him to put the money up for me. My crazy parents were really critical of me and told me that my nose was too wide for my face, so I’ve always been self conscience of it. I’m really glad I never had any work done. People want everyone to look the fucking same, just like everyone else they see in magazines who have gotten nose jobs and look exactly like one another.
You look amazing, don’t listen to anyone. I love your bangs.
xxxxxxxxxxooooooooo
-D
i could care less what people think of my nose anymore, i like it, in public out at bars i get hit on a lot (with their minds) and stared at, no one gives a shit about my nose in the real world, it’s the internet trolls who have been addicted to my blog for years, everyday pouring over my pictures. when fil first got his dslr camera he started photo-shopping, eventually, i told fil, no more doing my face (specifically my nose), unless the dark circles under my eyes are extra dark then go to town by all means, but no more fiddling around with my nose, he never really did but sometimes in photoshop if you start work on one thing it can affect the other part of the face. so that’s why i ask him hey did you do anything on my face, no? then why do i look like michael jackson? oh that’s because of the face i’m making, check. i have a rubber face, it oft’ looks different in every photo, and big deal, say it with me people, BIG DEAL, BIG FUCKING DEAL. my nose was the target of ridicule throughout my entire elementary school career, i was the smart intellectual cool kid, who was brave and fought for the underdog, so of course i stood out, i was tall and skinny and i had a big nose, and now all these fucking losers are on my facebooks and barely any of them grew into their noses at all, and actually come to think of it, the ones who gave me the most shit for my nose are the ones with the ugliest noses themselves.
all this over a nose? what’s everyone’s deal with noses? it’s basically the only target they can come up with. lame.
and that guy wrote back wanting more, i told him to LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. this all started when he hated on my boots, another hot topic apparently in dildo land, so i banned him, did it end there? jesus. when you’re banned it doesn’t mean that i am a coward, it means that i am SICK of you people, so move on. if i really wanted to invest time and energy in a flame war with you, i would, and i would win, but it isn’t worth the energy, so therefore i cut off the source, ie. you.
in summation, if i wanted to look like everybody else, i would look like everybody else. keep that in mind the next time you have a comment about my boots, hair, outfit, nose, shoes, jacket, etc etc.
oh and ps. my pics are never photoshopped, i do not possess the photoshop skills or even the photoshop on my laptop.
happy birthday britt!
