rocky is the cutest cat in the world i can’t get over it.

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Dramatic, existential blathering

Dear Raymi (ha)

Last night, after drinking way too much tequila, I came home, got depressed, and wrote the following myspace blog (which I promptly deleted):

Are you crazy to want this even for a while?

My eyeballs will be nothing. My hair will be nothing. The dark
circles under my eyes will be
nothing. My nose, my freckles, my moles, my veins, my warped finger,
my flaws, my perfections
will be nothing. No one will know I’ve done anything, just like I
don’t know that anyone else has
done anything.

Maybe I need to find god.

This morning, I was roaming around the internet and checked your blog… your heading (is it a heading??) “every little piece of your life will mean something to someone” immediately jumped out at me and is a perfect response to my poorly articulated feelings of futility, etc. And certainly you meant it as a response to me. So anyway, you probably know how far-reaching your words are. This was an awesome start to my day… seriously. Got me out of the funk of last night. Sobering up helped as well.

Natalie

oh so darling
that is a lyric from an editors song called weight of the world
you should get their album they sound like british interpol
all the lyrics are meaningful deep emo touching and make you sigh a lot
i am going to blog your email