You look like you’re saying “OK fine, hand it to me” OR one of your signature “meh”s followed by “get the fuck away from me”, either way. I’ve been running around like crazy neglecting things I want to do in order to do a few things that must get done. Faahhhk. There’s a girl I like a lot. Honestly, even that part right there doesn’t make sense. Kinda foolish. But you can’t control certain things, and this is powerful, it crept the fuck up on me or I probably would have blocked it, and now Mr. Christian is feelin’ stuck. And for someone who likes to move, lives to move, feeling stuck SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME. It could be a good little thing. It could be a great, amazing, big thing. It could be no-thing. Part of me wants to know while another part just wants to ignore this feeling and LET IT DIE on the vine so I can go back to being a sad yet cool Harrison Ford in Blade Runner-type douchey guy. Going back is easier. But, very very stupid. Not to mention pussy. I’m fighting this a bit, but I wanna know. To be close enough to catch a scent. I wanna know. Now, time to get back out on the road. Where I have lived for some time now. Not that excited.
could Mr. Christian have been typing under the influence??? judging from the verbal diarrhea…..just saying…..
that’s not your man julie.
thanks christiiiiine!
christian i was trying to decipher your comment a little innebriated closing at work. good one? hah.
Julie thanks so much! And yes, I was typing under the influence. OF SOMETHING REALLY GOOD
Just realized how that sounded… ah, the comedy/tragedy. Don’t post this, just read it. We both know it’s not at all secure, but at least LESS people will read it that way.
I suppose I could call you, but I don’t like the idea of using a number that wasn’t given me. The reason it doesn’t make sense is, because I really don’t know “THIS GAL”, her habits/goals/freinds etc. SO maybe all I’m attracted to is a bullshit image, but if so it’s an image “this girl” so desperately wants to be. Many things in life boil down to timing, so time I suppose will tell.
you’re welcome;) xxxx
You look like you’re saying “OK fine, hand it to me” OR one of your signature “meh”s followed by “get the fuck away from me”, either way. I’ve been running around like crazy neglecting things I want to do in order to do a few things that must get done. Faahhhk. There’s a girl I like a lot. Honestly, even that part right there doesn’t make sense. Kinda foolish. But you can’t control certain things, and this is powerful, it crept the fuck up on me or I probably would have blocked it, and now Mr. Christian is feelin’ stuck. And for someone who likes to move, lives to move, feeling stuck SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME. It could be a good little thing. It could be a great, amazing, big thing. It could be no-thing. Part of me wants to know while another part just wants to ignore this feeling and LET IT DIE on the vine so I can go back to being a sad yet cool Harrison Ford in Blade Runner-type douchey guy. Going back is easier. But, very very stupid. Not to mention pussy. I’m fighting this a bit, but I wanna know. To be close enough to catch a scent. I wanna know. Now, time to get back out on the road. Where I have lived for some time now. Not that excited.
could Mr. Christian have been typing under the influence??? judging from the verbal diarrhea…..just saying…..
that’s not your man julie.
thanks christiiiiine!
christian i was trying to decipher your comment a little innebriated closing at work. good one? hah.
Julie thanks so much! And yes, I was typing under the influence. OF SOMETHING REALLY GOOD
Just realized how that sounded… ah, the comedy/tragedy. Don’t post this, just read it. We both know it’s not at all secure, but at least LESS people will read it that way.
I suppose I could call you, but I don’t like the idea of using a number that wasn’t given me. The reason it doesn’t make sense is, because I really don’t know “THIS GAL”, her habits/goals/freinds etc. SO maybe all I’m attracted to is a bullshit image, but if so it’s an image “this girl” so desperately wants to be. Many things in life boil down to timing, so time I suppose will tell.