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Why aren’t you a super model?

Because i am insecure and not skinny enough and i am only 5’9 and I am nineteen. Too old.

Don’t you work in that fashion district area though, why haven’t you been discovered?

Becuase I ride my bicycle past those fancy people really fast and i don’t like to look people in the eye. If they said something I wouldn’t believe them.

You seem to be a very proud person.

I know it seems that way. I can’t help it. That is my defense mechanism. Really I am sensitive and even television commercials make me cry.

Do you have a boyfriend?

no comment.

Do you want to be famous?



Because i can’t stand being not-popular

You are writing a book? What is it about and how far are you?

Hmm. 100k in an email if it were cut ‘n pasted. It’s about me. And my life. Like this blog except I am more candid. I tell-all. But I change names. You will learn things about me that not everyone knows.

And who the fuck should care?

This is a hard question for me to answer. Can I get back to you?


Ok well this is the last question I am answering. I have things to do.

Alright then.

People should give a fuck because there are enough snotty celebrities out there playing the roles of these spectacular people and while some are very good some are just horrible and i want my story to be told before I forget, before i turn twenty and get old and fat. I dunno. It’s your choice. I don’t know if i want it to be a movie, I guess it’s pretty idealistic and obnoxious, a 19 year old saying, “I am writing a book and i want a movie and i want a tv show….” but so what. I am going to make it happen and well, encourage me or not. This is why i am here. To tell you things. I just don’t know what yet… I do need help working on my proposal letters. I don’t know how to sell myself without being all cute and annoying. Well I do but I just don’t have the focus to sit down for longer than thirty minutes and concentrate on one task.

Can I interrupt you for a moment?

Sure. I was almost finished.

I think you will go far in life or you could crash and burn however, I don’t want you to jump out of a window if nothing works out for you.

Thank you, I appreciate that. And I wouldn’t jump out a window. I don’t have the courage for that. I barely have the courage to leave my apartment. I just know that something good will happen for me one day. And i will appreciate it. Ok enough gayness now. thank you for your time. I will see you soon.

One more thing. Do your parents give you money?

No. I have been financially independent for awhile now. I don’t even have a credit card and I only first got my own checks two weeks ago. And today, I bought my first ever newspaper for myself because I figure I should start paying attention to the real news instead of people’s web-journals.
I am quite responsible, believe it or not. Ok bye.


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