i have the I JUST BOUGHT SOMETHING NEW high, but then i remember oh it’s my iud and no one can see it and then the high goes away slowly. and then i want to go buy ten million somethings! my mom gave me a bunch of clothes and sandals yesterday. and i got a headband too! i’m a girl now i wear a headband!
i was thinking about anne hathaway in havoc vs. elizabeth berkley in showgirls last nite. both come from disney-like backgrounds ie. shit for kids and both went the route of boob-showing swearing film-making. but why is anne hathaway not shunned? not including elizabeth’s gratuitous crappy acting skills, i guess it’s just that we’ve matured as an audience, it’s no longer the 90s and type-casting actors is just like, whatever. that or we’re just a hell of a lot pervier and like I WANNA SEE THAT MOVIE WITH THAT GIRL INNIT COS SHE SHOWS HER BEAVER AND MY DAUGHTER HAS ALL OF HER DISNEY DVDS! and when she goes on to do something else we’ll be all about that too, whatever it may be.
when i say matured as an audience i mean it like we can group the art and the smut together and are better capable of appreciating the both without giving a big thumbs down to any work the actor takes on afterward not like when showgirls came out everyone was all THAT WHORE and it’s too bad. at least she got some cult-fame out of it and will only continue to do so in the future. i think she should write a book like screech except hers will be about the worst career move ever.
there was a foreign lady white but something slavic maybe and she got on my nerves cos she took ten hours ahead of me figuring out her change but i was patient anyway finally get down to the subway and she gets on my train with the aid of some guy who says oh this one no it’s that one no no it IS this one and so she smiles and gets on and i feel bad about my feeling angry for three seconds and then there is this other woman who is not very good looking or very bad looking but mostly the former and she is with her boyfriend and she is dressed kind of lower class, not that it’s any matter to me how much money anyone has it’s just a detail i’m factoring into my observation, anyhow she is sneering at the foreign woman and her body language is all I AM BETTER THAN SHE IS and she’s shaking her head and she says to her manfriend SHES ON THE WRONG TRAIN THE WRONG TRAIN and i look up at the map and see that no she isn’t on the wrong train, she plans to go to lawrence west and our train was on the correct line
anyway i know this is stupid, i have nothing to write about myself right now so i’m writing about other people
so, i guess what i was experiencing was something like anger transference or something and passing the buck to pimple face uglyhead and i felt like leaning over and correcting her but well, it wasn’t worth it, well for people like me it is cos i dig arguing but maybe i was feeling like a classist or it would make me look like one if i said anything, anyway, i was siding with the foreigner and everytime that chick shook her head at the nice oblivious whatever lady i got madder and madder and madder.
then i started thinking FUCK maybe that’s what I look like when i’m being all cunty and negative wow that sucks.
maybe the iud thing is making me crabby i dunno but i am drinking wine now to celebrate it.
this foto and from the original page where some kid actually posted on myspace that he was gonna kill himself and linked to this page with that fucking song and the emo orange picture. lame.
