me: i just woke up i had a full nites rest and now im doing laundry makes you feel just a little bit lazy dont it
merkley???: thats fantastic i had 5 hours of sleep and now i’m awake with a buzz
me: woah lucky
merkley???: i’ve been being very mean to people lately lashing out etc..
me: oh really why hey we watched american pimp last nite – have you ever seen that fillmore slim guy in yer hood he does sf hes like 70 something now pretty much the only pimp in the documentary i dont want to stab in the fucking face
me: ok fine dont answer me
merkley???: wait
me: hurry up
merkley???: i need to see that movie everyone reccomends it recommend
me: ok well i bet u have seen fillmore slim hes cool and non-violent and a total fossil
merkley???: i wouldnt know if i had
me: tall skinny black dude pimp old
merkley???: i’m googling
me: sweet
merkley???: Slim&tedShred.jpg
me: anyway why the lashing out at people send the url
i am reading shopgirl despite having already seen it and i can’t stop thinking about steve martin lusting after claire danes. it’s a nice read and makes me want to starve myself again. good timing too cos there’s a wedding on saturday to attend.
we are going to watch that pimp documentary or at least i am.
we argued about rocky all day on gchat about bringing him here for a little while. we are going to do a trial-run soon i hope it works out. since my grandma is dead the house is being sold and my dad is figuring out his life i guess he needs a cat-break but i know they will be reunited cos they are best friends.
i barely opened my mouth all day somedays if no one calls i don’t speak til fil comes home from work and even if i go out to buy food i can get by on just nodding at cashiers and smiling it’s like a test the lengths i’ll go to avoid verbal interaction. i am not sure if speaking to the cat counts. i guess it does.
i guess i got too braggy about how i rarely come into contact with other people and therefore skillfully avoided getting september sickness like everyone got this month so what’s gestating within me now is hand-me-down sickness, secondhand triplehanded bullshit. next september i will be ready and i will not go near anybody until november.
i am tired of my right nostril dribbling stuff.
i think it’s neat tho that humans can “get sick” like it’s just this thing that is part of life like oh ok we won’t be seeing johnny for a few days and it’s completely normal.
i like to think that on other planets people get something else like wicked long pink hair and vomit rubies and this huge black bear shows up and babysits for a day or two and then just leaves. i wonder what it would be called.
