i want those.

so when i went to get my crazy pill ‘script i had to wait forever and ever in the room so i played with every gadget on the wall and measured my calf’s blood pressure and two days later it is still hurting. and then my doctor is like LET’S DO A PAP SMEAR! and i’m all YES TOTALLY! there wasn’t even anything worth stealing either except for those long vagina q-tips. meh.

wha gwan raymi? me can come in? me gatt tunes and me gat words and me gat feelings. and dass al u need to be a star in barter town. and u is the brightest star in barter town, minxess. i was eating a hamburger the other day and I thought this tastes. not this tastes good. or this tastes bad. just, this tastes. and that was enough for me. enough to know i could still make my home in barter town.

you get meeeee.

i took comments down again and it’s not cos of that ass-hat, i didn’t even get to see what he wrote. i got use to not having them. they will be up again eventually. when blogs first started there weren’t comments, not that i can remember anyway and also i didn’t know anyone else who had a blog, not even tony pierce. he wasn’t even blogging when i was. ha! anyway, it’s strange to think of it now like, no one was around and so i could just write my own thing about my little pony and what happened in high school that day and no one really cared and i guess i kinda miss that anonymity, don’t get me wrong of course i do enjoy the swollen-headedness of a bunch of daily readers et al though, i don’t like being told what to post and what to write and then being criticised. i control this blog, i write about whatever and i don’t need feedback on everything. people can email me for that, i like emails, i may even post them!

obviously people enjoy coming together and discussing shit here but there’s always a few who go and ruin it for everyone and i get angrier and angrier each time it happens and i’m sorry. just give me some time to get over my pre-menstrual crazy pillness or something.

more coolness later.

last nite fil and i went to see the goblet of fire and i was bored ten seconds into it, must be the crazy pills, anyway, it was a stupid piece of crap. luckily sealbait has new videos.

midi and me

best acting ever. i like how this guy is suppose to be retarded but there’s a snowboard and a humongous record collection behind him.

there’s also some new ones here.

look i don’t want to be the next sylvia plath. buy my fucking book and you’ll see, i even say “this isn’t the bell jar.” i didn’t want a long pill discussion cos it’s boring and redundant and takes up too much time to read. i just tried to write about the fact that we’re “fucked up” in a funny lazy girls on the couch kind of way. anyway yeah hi comments are back. ain’t it grand.

fil and i are moving soon and have we started packing? no. it doesn’t matter so much for me cos all i have to do is throw my clothes into garbage bags because i am chris farley in tommy boy. i can’t wait to go to ikea and buy retarded looking furniture and knick-knacks.

ok time to watch my stories.

i have to go get more crazy pills today. i’m gonna ask for a 6 month script so i don’t have to keep going every three months and then when i notice that i am running out i won’t have week-long insomnia over it. maybe i should increase my miligrams cos i think it’s to the point where they’re just a pill that i take everyday otherwise i get severe shakes, nothing is actually happening in the anti-depression department though i am afraid i might go bonkers again if i increase the dosage. so it’s either go bonkers or stay in the middle of happy and sad.

me and aimee are watching hotel rwanda, i’ve already seen it so it’s like i am the expert although this hutu tutsi thing gets confusing cos we’re trying to half a half-wit conversation about it but aimee just started effexor so it’s like retard suicidal anxiety pillhead talking to someone who can only see the color grey in the world right now about a great big fucking injustice such as rwanda. did that make sense?

anyway i don’t want a great big pill discussion in the comments.