Raymdead.

Hey guys. I’m a bit frizzle frazzled from yesterday TBH. Also I’m going to cover the CRFA for my next PBE article so as a personal blogger it’s like, what do I blog now then? Okay here’s a rock I walked by yesterday and a pile of snow too! Saving the good bits for the official Raymi Trade Show storm but what if some of the good bits don’t make it can I blog those now then? So confusing. The mind of a writer, a blogger, it gets pretty neurotic. How topical for Lena Dunham on Girls to have her OCD nervous ticks come back again while she’s trying to write her e-book. I’m getting to the point where I want to be the Lorax after all the trees are gone, alone, hyper-focus alone and get all of my head out on to word documents. Organized people fantasize about Staples, office supplies, file cabinet organization tools I dunno. I dream about desks in empty studies with lamp light, solid oak wooden desks. Only when I am really needing down time alone time. Very Kerouac, very very Kerouac that. I’d love the ultimate state of the line chair too something Dr. Claw appropriate.

I’m also glad I reclaimed emo-blogging and I see the ripple butterfly effect it has done on other bloggers too like seriously stop caring so much guys and stop being giant phonies too. Taking back the personal blogging art form of sharesville. This blog is helping me get through my stressful life right now. I need it to get my feelings out and function better and I am super glad I spoke up about my hater troll because it scared them away. I think about how if it is who I think it is how their entire reputation will go up in flames at the exposure of their ways. Like honestly who tells you how unprofessional one of your blog posts are? Another blogger. Sorry I have unprofessional feelings called feelings.

Anyway. We are going to watch Life of Pi later on tonight I am looking forward to it quite a bit don’t spoil it for me please my papa insisted that tiger was real and I was like nope no chance and I was right.

It’s getting long back there.

Walking in the cold to meet Rebeccugh. Yes I hear Edmonton is cold but trust me, so was yesterday in Toronto lets not have a cold war cos it was still pretty awful, thank god for the sun.

I’ve a picture of the chick who did this. She had a glass of red wine in her hand of course. The guy whose cake it was was pretty decent about it I was impressed.

I couldn’t eat anything. I got the model to eat everything I must say I really enjoyed that aspect I’ll be writing about that for sure for PBE lol so stay tuned.

Our Playboy girl was friend’s with the tequila girl (score) so we had a crew, I had a really fun time thanks boss!

Everyone loves Raymi.

I’m spying on that little old man.

Does this look like the hand of a 29 year old?

On my way oot.

I find singing while walking to be a good distraction from the chill. It helps. Some people smile, some think I’m crazy, some slow down and follow me, others are left in my dust cos I speed walk. I have hobo foot now from walking too much. I’m going to buy new shoes. Okay back to work now. Peace. Word to the wise Wednesday KEEP IT REAL or whatever it is that you do.