parkdalemiddleton
���how was despairaoke
r le minx says:
���i didnt go to despairaoke
r le minx says:
���good name by the way
parkdalemiddleton
���ouch
parkdalemiddleton
���what went down then
r le minx says:
���i wanted to
r le minx says:
���i smoked too much weed and got angry
r le minx says:
���so i ate chocolate bars
parkdalemiddleton
���balance
r le minx says:
���and had a fight
parkdalemiddleton
���fisticuff fight?
r le minx says:
���no
r le minx says:
���but it wasnt my fault
parkdalemiddleton
���hmm, thought your b/f was in maine
parkdalemiddleton
���or new york
r le minx says:
���no that is over
parkdalemiddleton
���haha
r le minx says:
���we are soul sisters now
parkdalemiddleton
���how many b/fs now?
r le minx says:
���please dont laugh at my wreck of a life, thanks
parkdalemiddleton
���how many lovers?
r le minx says:
���the spy in nyc we have drifted, mutually and i am ok with it
r le minx says:
���just one love
parkdalemiddleton
���for some reason i dont completely believe you
parkdalemiddleton
���regardles
parkdalemiddleton
���you need to get yourself straight
parkdalemiddleton
���sad seeing you drift this way
r le minx says:
�� i am with one person at a time
r le minx says:
���i dont care if you believe me or not, im not on trial
parkdalemiddleton
���not just talking about that
parkdalemiddleton
���and im not putting you on trial
r le minx says:
���i have no fucking reason to lie to you
parkdalemiddleton
���im being a concerned parent
r le minx says:
���what dont u not believe
parkdalemiddleton
���firstly, i dont believe you have a grip on your actions
parkdalemiddleton
���i know im being stuffy and condemning
parkdalemiddleton
���but the intent is pure
r le minx says:
���look i know what im doing, i see the self destructiveness you dont need to fucking lecture me
parkdalemiddleton
���as i said
parkdalemiddleton
���less a lecture
r le minx says:
���you just need to be my goddamn friend and stop with yer smarmyness because it fucking hurts
parkdalemiddleton
���more caring
r le minx says:
���stop pointing out the obvious
r le minx says:
���thanks
r le minx says:
���and its not as bad as u are thinking it is
parkdalemiddleton
���sometimes i wonder how obvious the obvious is to you
r le minx says:
���restate that please
parkdalemiddleton
���sometimes i wonder how obvious the obvious is to you?
r le minx says:
���ok nevermind then
r le minx says:
���next topic
parkdalemiddleton
���download some ravi shankar
r le minx says:
���no
parkdalemiddleton
���the sounds of india
r le minx says:
���i posted the link to my work on my blog last nite
parkdalemiddleton
���maru bihag
r le minx says:
���so my todays shift is going to be paaaacked with traffic
parkdalemiddleton
���fuck raymi
r le minx says:
���im quitting there soon
r le minx says:
���and the stipulation is i dont show my vagina anymore
r le minx says:
���ever
parkdalemiddleton
���dont know what to say
r le minx says:
���why do u act so goddamn conservative all the time
r le minx says:
���youre really a fan of making people feel bad, huh?
parkdalemiddleton
���everyones got me figured out, thats forsure
r le minx says:
���ok whatever
r le minx says:
���next topic
r le minx says:
���well im just calling it as i see it, like you
parkdalemiddleton
���well explain stuff like..
parkdalemiddleton
���posting your work address on the blog
parkdalemiddleton
���whats the aim there?
r le minx says:
���traffic
r le minx says:
���for the site
r le minx says:
���hype for me
parkdalemiddleton
���for them?
parkdalemiddleton
���hype, exactly
parkdalemiddleton
���i hear your name now and then
r le minx says:
���advertising
r le minx says:
���people love it
parkdalemiddleton
���i run into people who’ve heard of you
parkdalemiddleton
���and the hype is always
r le minx says:
���its addictive
parkdalemiddleton
���..well, not good
r le minx says:
���gives� me a purpose to be there on time
r le minx says:
���i dont care about the general consensus
parkdalemiddleton
���i know
parkdalemiddleton
���and you shouldnt
r le minx says:
���consider the source
parkdalemiddleton
���but youre reinforcing it
r le minx says:
���these people dont reeeeally know me
parkdalemiddleton
���again, where do you want to be?
r le minx says:
���who are these people
r le minx says:
���dont ask me that
parkdalemiddleton
���maybe this is a kinda heavy/broad topic for chat
r le minx says:
���you dont believe in me, you dont support my cause, u give me nothing but grief
r le minx says:
���so why should i answer your questions
parkdalemiddleton
���its just concern on this end, seriously
parkdalemiddleton
���dont want to be your mom
r le minx says:
���i get 500 hits a day, people if they hate me or not, they are still watching me
parkdalemiddleton
���but..
parkdalemiddleton
���watching you what?
r le minx says:
���my blog, my work, all over the net, my trail
r le minx says:
���they dis me and then they give me 30 american dollars
r le minx says:
���things are changing now
r le minx says:
���i have a contract
r le minx says:
���i have a budget
parkdalemiddleton
���contract to do what
r le minx says:
���u have investors, capital, a following,
r le minx says:
���tv appearances
parkdalemiddleton
���where/what?
r le minx says:
���contract for raymitheminx tv
parkdalemiddleton
���on what provider?
r le minx says:
���and a show on the ***** network
r le minx says:
���i have to go home and pick up a video
r le minx says:
���to watch
r le minx says:
���im not all just talk you know
parkdalemiddleton
���***** network
r le minx says:
���thats one thing
parkdalemiddleton
���we havent heard of you
r le minx says:
���they are flying me to nyc, to massachusetts and one segment in toronto
parkdalemiddleton
���hear at **** network headquarters
parkdalemiddleton
���who you been talking to?
r le minx says:
���you’re **** ?
parkdalemiddleton
���yep
r le minx says:
���i mean **** as in the **** network
r le minx says:
���i think
parkdalemiddleton
���yes
r le minx says:
���well anyway im not giving you a name
parkdalemiddleton
���***** owns and operates it
parkdalemiddleton
���i work for ****
r le minx says:
���ok then
r le minx says:
���i dont think youd help my cause in any way just now
r le minx says:
���the way yer speaking to me
parkdalemiddleton
���how am i speaking to you?
r le minx says:
���youre all yah i met people and they dont speak too highly of you
r le minx says:
���whatever
r le minx says:
���i dont feel a good vibe from you anymore
parkdalemiddleton
���i know i always seem to come off like im getting down on people
r le minx says:
���youll just badmouth me
parkdalemiddleton
���sometimes i am
parkdalemiddleton
���most of the time im not
parkdalemiddleton
���i know
r le minx says:
���well just stop it ok
parkdalemiddleton
���its a deficiency of mine
parkdalemiddleton
���working on it
parkdalemiddleton
���but i want you to know
r le minx says:
���i know you more than you think and im smarter than u give me credit for
parkdalemiddleton
���that im not trying to get down on you
r le minx says:
���then change your tone
parkdalemiddleton
���i know that too raymi
parkdalemiddleton
���and thats why it bothers me
r le minx says:
���what bothers you
parkdalemiddleton
���like, why should it really bother me
parkdalemiddleton
���if i didnt care
parkdalemiddleton
���why would i even bring it up?
r le minx says:
���im fine, im doing fine
r le minx says:
���im a survivor
r le minx says:
���i am responsible
parkdalemiddleton
���as long as youre happy
r le minx says:
���im happy and im not, its my burden
r le minx says:
���not yours
parkdalemiddleton
���fair
r le minx says:
���anyhow, ill give u more details about the ****� when i hear more
r le minx says:
���its some new show theyre working on
r le minx says:
���and the woman chatted with me for ten minutes
r le minx says:
���i think she wants to use raymi the minx as a character
r le minx says:
���i just hope she wont steal my content
parkdalemiddleton
���if youre working with legit avenues they wont steal your content
parkdalemiddleton
���what content though?
r le minx says:
���me
r le minx says:
���me as a character
parkdalemiddleton
���your blog?
r le minx says:
���the ten million things ive done to date
r le minx says:
���my stories
r le minx says:
���my character
r le minx says:
���my ideas
r le minx says:
���how are things with you and your friend
parkdalemiddleton
���?
r le minx says:
���your friendship i mean
parkdalemiddleton
���i dunno, same?
r le minx says:
���its important, this friendship, i see
parkdalemiddleton
���explain
r le minx says:
���you need each other
r le minx says:
���period
parkdalemiddleton
���can you elaborate..
r le minx says:
���but u need to be� nicer to one another
r le minx says:
���and more patient
r le minx says:
���you are both uptight assholes
parkdalemiddleton
���??
r le minx says:
���but also pretty laidback and funny
r le minx says:
���this is my observation
r le minx says:
���only mine
r le minx says:
���take it as that
parkdalemiddleton
���uptight perhaps when compared to you..
r le minx says:
���oh ok then’
r le minx says:
���well whatever
r le minx says:
��� i dont understand people anymore
parkdalemiddleton
���k, so where were you trying to go
r le minx says:
���and im not going to pretend i do
parkdalemiddleton
���with the friend/me thing?
r le minx says:
���if i make people uncomfortable, so fucking what
r le minx says:
���oh i just felt like saying that
parkdalemiddleton
���ha, okay
parkdalemiddleton
���ya, i dont see our friendship the way you see it
r le minx says:
���oh ok then
r le minx says:
���you dont value people very much
parkdalemiddleton
���lets face it, youve only scraped the surface of parkdale
r le minx says:
���or see their true worth
parkdalemiddleton
���nonsense
r le minx says:
���i see more to it
r le minx says:
���see thats bollocks, all you ever do is write people off
parkdalemiddleton
���you really dont know much about me, raymi
r le minx says:
���typical
r le minx says:
���whatever
r le minx says:
���i know what isee
parkdalemiddleton
���you dont see much though
parkdalemiddleton
���so how can you say that?
parkdalemiddleton
���even friend knows little
r le minx says:
���i hear things
parkdalemiddleton
���about what im really up to
r le minx says:
���i see things
parkdalemiddleton
���nobody
r le minx says:
���ok lemme in on the huge fucking secret then
r le minx says:
���mister fabulous
parkdalemiddleton
���there is no big secret
r le minx says:
���’what im really up to” ?
parkdalemiddleton
���im shelled up raymi
r le minx says:
���i know this already
r le minx says:
���why are you so closed
parkdalemiddleton
���i have a couple of people i Really talk to
parkdalemiddleton
���and thats all im comfortable with
r le minx says:
���i understand
r le minx says:
���you dont trust very many people
parkdalemiddleton
���yes/no
parkdalemiddleton
���hard to say
r le minx says:
���you let past experiences influence what you are doing today
r le minx says:
���its a shame
parkdalemiddleton
���history always dictates
parkdalemiddleton
���but not absolutely
r le minx says:
���you are a prisoner
parkdalemiddleton
���everything is grey
parkdalemiddleton
���no right or wrong
r le minx says:
���like a rape victim
parkdalemiddleton
���no left or right
r le minx says:
���once bitten, twice shy
parkdalemiddleton
���not quite like that really
r le minx says:
���bollocks
r le minx says:
���i see u as black n white, surely
parkdalemiddleton
���see, thats the myth
parkdalemiddleton
��� parkdale really isnt bitter
parkdalemiddleton
���there is No black or white with me
r le minx says:
���parkdale really isnt bitter?
r le minx says:
���yah right
parkdalemiddleton
���my attitude changes hourly
parkdalemiddleton
���im a lot like you raymi
parkdalemiddleton
���i just dont post it
r le minx says:
���i dont post everything
r le minx says:
���i keep secrets too, believe it or not
parkdalemiddleton
���everyone does
parkdalemiddleton
���i just keep way more
r le minx says:
���im comfortable expressing myself
r le minx says:
���not being censored
parkdalemiddleton
���who’d want to be
parkdalemiddleton
���i dont feel censored
r le minx says:
���ok
r le minx says:
���i feel like everyone hates me sometimes
parkdalemiddleton
���reputations are hard to keep in line
parkdalemiddleton
���especially when people dont know yyou
r le minx says:
���no theres a difference
parkdalemiddleton
���i was talking with a girl the other day
r le minx says:
���im talking about people i know, cahsiers, waiters
parkdalemiddleton
���who heard of you
r le minx says:
���ok who is this girl
r le minx says:
���girls hate me especially
parkdalemiddleton
���just some girl
parkdalemiddleton
���irrelevant
parkdalemiddleton
���but i asked her
r le minx says:
���i dont have patience for random girls who dont know the full story
parkdalemiddleton
���how she knew you
r le minx says:
���ok
r le minx says:
���and how did she know me
r le minx says:
���did she know me personally
parkdalemiddleton
���and she said that she kept running into these guys
parkdalemiddleton
���who’ve all slept with you over the last year
r le minx says:
���hahhaaa
parkdalemiddleton
���she wasnt passing judgement
parkdalemiddleton
���it was just how she knew your name
r le minx says:
���which guys and who is she
r le minx says:
���hmmm
parkdalemiddleton
���not important, furthermore
parkdalemiddleton
���its not even important whether its true or not
parkdalemiddleton
���know what i mean?
r le minx says:
���well you and friend are the first people ive hung with who actively refer to me as raymi
r le minx says:
���and not my real name
r le minx says:
���so if she is slinging around the name raymi from some guys over the past year who all allegedly slept with me, it’s bs.
parkdalemiddleton
���doesnt matter
parkdalemiddleton
���as i said
r le minx says:
���ive heard lots of alleged scandallous stories
r le minx says:
���involving my name
r le minx says:
���but WHO was the girl
parkdalemiddleton
���yes, and it doesnt matter whether theyre true or not
parkdalemiddleton
���those stories are all about ypu
parkdalemiddleton
���this is what people think
r le minx says:
���kuz i am pretty fucking sensitive about this sort of thing, i was not so promiscuous this past year, i had boyfriends -� a new thing in a long time
r le minx says:
���and if th\ere is a general consensus of my sluttiness going around i have a right to know too
parkdalemiddleton
���im going to be blunt here
r le minx says:
���so tell me who
parkdalemiddleton
���your blog makes you out to be some young, drug binging slut
parkdalemiddleton
���and youre not
r le minx says:
���uhhh duhhh
r le minx says:
���im a binger
r le minx says:
���and im young
r le minx says:
���but im not a slut
parkdalemiddleton
���says who?
r le minx says:
���its scandal
parkdalemiddleton
���not you
r le minx says:
���it draws people
r le minx says:
���i know what works
parkdalemiddleton
���scandal doesnt last
r le minx says:
�� sex sells you know
parkdalemiddleton
���ooo sex sells
parkdalemiddleton
���nice
r le minx says:
���i know thats why i have more to offer aside from that
r le minx says:
���can u fuucking tell me this girls name please
r le minx says:
���or just leave me alone
parkdalemiddleton
���doesnt matter
parkdalemiddleton
���why
r le minx says:
���you are either with or against me
parkdalemiddleton
���so you can track her down
r le minx says:
���tell me now or bugger off
parkdalemiddleton
���or justify/bash her comment
parkdalemiddleton
���and name
r le minx says:
���i wont track her down jesus christ
r le minx says:
���what if she is a friend of mine
r le minx says:
���eh
r le minx says:
���ever consider that
parkdalemiddleton
���no, she doesnt know you
parkdalemiddleton
���personally
parkdalemiddleton
���never met you in fact
r le minx says:
���TELL ME HER GODDAMN NAME
parkdalemiddleton
���susan
r le minx says:
���how old
parkdalemiddleton
���satiated?
r le minx says:
���what does she do
parkdalemiddleton
���36 yr old housewife
parkdalemiddleton
���from columbus ohio
r le minx says:
���are u making this up
parkdalemiddleton
���yes
r le minx says:
���oh ok
r le minx says:
���see im gullible
parkdalemiddleton
���raymi
parkdalemiddleton
���you dont get it
parkdalemiddleton
���she doesnt know you
r le minx says:
���im like, ‘how can she bump into my lovers?”
parkdalemiddleton
���end of story
r le minx says:
���ok fuck it
r le minx says:
���fuuuuuck it
r le minx says:
���im happier than these people
r le minx says:
���i have drive
r le minx says:
���im going someplace
r le minx says:
���15 minutes or not
r le minx says:
���fuck them all
parkdalemiddleton
���you dont sound happy
parkdalemiddleton
���not at all
parkdalemiddleton
���look for you later
r le minx says:
one more question, do people deserve to read me for free, still?
parkdalemiddleton may not respond because he or she appears to be Away
anti says:
���that’s a hard question…
anti says:
���i’m not sure
anti says:
���because i don’t want to cut MYself outta the “gets to read it” loop
r le minx says:
���you wont
r le minx says:
���dont worry
r le minx says:
���tell me the answer now
anti says:
���well, i think it gives you a lot of exposure as well…
anti says:
���like building a fan base
r le minx says:
���yes
r le minx says:
���some things will always be free
r le minx says:
���while others, no
anti says:
���that’s more like it…. do this now
anti says:
���you’ve been writing a lot all of the sudden, are you back home?
r le minx says:
���no
r le minx says:
���so tell me the answer now
anti says:
���ppl do NOT deserve to read for free
r le minx says:
���ok thank you
anti says:
���i’ve been meaning to make a raymi donation myself
r le minx says:
���awww really?
anti says:
���to compensate for having part of your book
r le minx says:
���awwwwwwwww
r le minx says:
���thanks
anti says:
���but i lost my credit card at some bar and they still have it
anti says:
���and i’m too lazy to go get it
r le minx says:
���hahaha drunk
