
i want to rearrange the furniture in the condo but we have to get rid of a table and four chairs first so i feel like i can’t do anything until that one table is gone and thus, the rearranging furniture feeling passes. it does feel cluttered in here, there are like, twelve chairs in this whole room, that’s a lot and the extra table is now a junk table, the other one we don’t even eat at it’s just disguise for all the garbage accumulated on its surrounding chairs, mostly mine. i use my laptop case as clutch for all my felt material scraps ok it is now a sewing case, the last time i sewed was during summer anyway it sits on a chair stuffed and exploded open looking it makes me feel depressed so i try not to notice it.
what else do you want to know?
yeah, i can’t do anything until there is minus a table in our place, that’s that.
i haven’t smoked since sunday, it’s too cold and cos i barely smoke these days the headrush nap-feeling afterward is something fierce, fil will be playing guitar hero or wii and it’ll be my turn but i will just be slumped on the couch behind him dozing away as he greedily takes advantage of the extra songs he gets to do.
maybe i’ll transcribe some of my teenage emo journals for you later today, that’ll be fun, i’ll caption them and tell you what drugs i was on during.
my dad bought a new house i forgot to ask if there was a pool, i doubt it.
last nite fil and i drank jameson’s and played guitar hero and finished the cooperative part but nothing cool happened, he did however get some cheats off the internet to make our guys do air guitar and their heads were on fire and then there is one where your guys have horse heads for heads and the audience’ heads are eyeballs. it’s neat to see your dude air guitar cos they do all the right guitar licks and riffs whatever insert guitar nerd terminology here BUT they are doing it sans guitar so it’s a geeky i know what is going on feeling these characters are meant to do the same shit as if they are holding a guitar or bass or the fish guitar, whathaveyou but they AREN’T HOLDING A GUITAR.
oh i guess i haven’t left the apartment since sunday either i AM cool i swear if it wasn’t for my blog the world wouldn’t know i existed, only fil and cid and my parents and our stupid neighbours whom i’d probably be nice to cos i would be starved for attention.
video of what it looks like to have your character’s head on fire whilst air guitaring your song.





