Hi there,
Hows it going? Its been a while since i’ve emailed…
I love that graphic of you & cid on the couch. I think i’ll buy a t-shirt of it. Not yet, but on the next visa cycle. It will by my first raymi article of clothing purchase. As of yet I have only purchased marketable depression. That was 1.5 years ago, except I gave it to another friend right after I read it, cause she suffers from anxiety attacks and things like that so I thought it might be of interest. I think she was kind of insulted. We’re not friends any more, thanks for ruining our friendship. Just kidding, I didn’t like her much anyways. No sense of Humour. .
I don’t know how you blog the way you do, the minute i write sometihng down i am embarassed by it. Like I’ve already changed this email 3 times because I felt i was misrepresenting myself. I have kept a journal for the last 12 years (10 years old to 22 years old!) and when i read the old entries its crazy because what i write makes a lot of sense and seems really insightful, but when i’m in the process of writing it always seems like meaningles jabbering. You’d think maybe that would give me some kind of confidence about my writing but it does not. Rant Over.
You should do an art show here, i’d love to buy one of your paintings. What about that thing with the hour, is it panning out?
*Laura*
the hour is calling me today apparently
sorry about your friend you should ask for your book back
and that graphic is wicked i want a shirt too
i guess maybe i get embarrassed by some of my blogging but i put it out of my head and turn off the computer so i cant go look at it again or read comments, you know, sleep on it then move on to the next pile of shit to write the next day and then whatever i previously wrote it’s like small potatoes, who cares. people read my blog for a reason right, whatever that reason is, it might have something to do with how i write so it never occurs to me that this is shit i am a failure bla bla etc i go into it thinking i am hysterical and right all the time.
people like self-negaters sometimes though mostly they are all about people who with huge egos, i dunno, be like that, even if you’re faking it, make it look good.
