sometimes i wonder, am i crazy or am i just eccentric?
depressed people have it bad and you don’t really understand until you are plagued with this super emo feeling that won’t go away on its own it’s like sinking into a couch and you are thinking everybody hates you, it’s so gay.
this has been the worst month and i can’t even think of a reason why. i keep thinking my grandma is going to die on my birthday or leading up to it, everyday it’s she is better then she is worse, better worse better worse ungh.
another way to make a shitty blog post is to bring everyone down.
i wish i had cheese and crackers.
maybe i will eat a whole pizza because anorexics eat pizza.
my sleeping pattern is totally fucked i wish i was asleep right now. i hope i don’t have more episodes. if it weren’t windy i would go longboarding today.
blogs are dropping left and right.
i need a vacation.
