i just watched all the real girls and was worried i would be thoroughly depressed upon it being over but it ended ok so i feel fine.
since finishing my book i feel kind of deflated like i don’t know what to do with myself now, i’m suppose to be working on a script, a movie about a character named raymi, no matter how hard i try i always end up having to write about myself or of a character that is like me, i don’t know what i’m saying well, after awhile it makes me feel like i am the only person in the world that there is to write about and i know that sounds pretty vain and whatever, shut up.
you can never outrun yourself i guess.
i kind of feel like quitting blogging for awhile ‘cos i feel like there is nothing left to say and people are worried about my drinking and that’s what i write about every other day anyhow, i’m slowly weaning off it and i’ve discovered now that i have insomnia which really sucks.
sometimes i just want to float away.
