i lost the feeling in my hands again and it was right when i started touching different shirts and shit i wanted whilst shopping and it fully pissed me off and took the fun out of everything if i can’t feel what the fabric feels like then wtf!? i bought a hoodie anyway and underwear and a new hat and four cds here are the cds i bought

the new flaming lips
the new beck
bjork vespertine (someone fucking stole my last copy you know who you are)
travis, singles (i sold mine before i went to nyc cos i’m a genius)

i just “designed” my beck cover/s it wasn’t that fun cos again i can’t feel anything and it took way longer than it should have i am probably going to kill someone cos i am so angry about my loss of touch and my lips are very chapped and i am starving and i am not drinking anymore and now i get to watch fil shop FUN !!!!!!

all i ate today was a bite of two day old pizza so if someone were to sneeze the wrong way near me right now i would pull all their hair out most likely.

i can’t wait for fil to get home he got me a RING!

i lost the feeling in my hands again and it was right when i started touching different shirts and shit i wanted whilst shopping and it fully pissed me off and took the fun out of everything if i can’t feel what the fabric feels like then wtf!? i bought a hoodie anyway and underwear and a new hat and four cds here are the cds i bought

the new flaming lips
the new beck
bjork vespertine (someone fucking stole my last copy you know who you are)
travis, singles (i sold mine before i went to nyc cos i’m a genius)

i just “designed” my beck cover/s it wasn’t that fun cos again i can’t feel anything and it took way longer than it should have i am probably going to kill someone cos i am so angry about my loss of touch and my lips are very chapped and i am starving and i am not drinking anymore and now i get to watch fil shop FUN !!!!!!

all i ate today was a bite of two day old pizza so if someone were to sneeze the wrong way near me right now i would pull all their hair out most likely.

i can’t wait for fil to get home he got me a RING!


mikey trying to get laid

i was thinking about your story last night when i was getting fucked up. larry is your only character that is not based on someone you know, but he is like the part of you that even you do not want people to know. am i wrong? -sabrina

well yer close
ive always wanted to be a ridiculously rich piss tank eccentric nut -raymi

the part that made me think it was, was the testing. you’re the type to test people.

um no im not
i fucking hate people who do that
i dont have the capacity to care enough over whether people like me for me or not
i really dont care
as long as theyre there to listen and do what i say they can be monkies it doesnt matter


mikey trying to get laid

i was thinking about your story last night when i was getting fucked up. larry is your only character that is not based on someone you know, but he is like the part of you that even you do not want people to know. am i wrong? -sabrina

well yer close
ive always wanted to be a ridiculously rich piss tank eccentric nut -raymi

the part that made me think it was, was the testing. you’re the type to test people.

um no im not
i fucking hate people who do that
i dont have the capacity to care enough over whether people like me for me or not
i really dont care
as long as theyre there to listen and do what i say they can be monkies it doesnt matter