so i did a pretty good job of depressing the fuck out of myself this afternoon, no one called, no one emailed. i walked from room to room sighing out loud and then i made kale and soup and changed outfits a hundred times and played katamari and fixed myself some vodka blueberry drinks. i would have bummed around outside but i’m sick and being sick + inside on a sunny day + alone = throw me off a bridge. SO GAY. being sick as in cold/flu is worse than a mental illness sometimes, everything is just, ten times more dramatic like, WAH I CAN’T OPEN THIS BOTTLE OF WATER I AM GOING TO LISTEN TO THE SMITHS AND FUCKING KILL MYSELF.

i’m so glad i am no longer a teenager.

i would have finished reading why we are hungry (eggers) but my head is too stuffy/heavy-feeling and playing katamari was hard enough. i think i caught maybe 4 episodes of that 70′s show in the background and gave cid 2 time-outs.

gonna try and go to in-flight safety tonite if i am not too a) ripped or b) ill by then.

so i did a pretty good job of depressing the fuck out of myself this afternoon, no one called, no one emailed. i walked from room to room sighing out loud and then i made kale and soup and changed outfits a hundred times and played katamari and fixed myself some vodka blueberry drinks. i would have bummed around outside but i’m sick and being sick + inside on a sunny day + alone = throw me off a bridge. SO GAY. being sick as in cold/flu is worse than a mental illness sometimes, everything is just, ten times more dramatic like, WAH I CAN’T OPEN THIS BOTTLE OF WATER I AM GOING TO LISTEN TO THE SMITHS AND FUCKING KILL MYSELF.

i’m so glad i am no longer a teenager.

i would have finished reading why we are hungry (eggers) but my head is too stuffy/heavy-feeling and playing katamari was hard enough. i think i caught maybe 4 episodes of that 70′s show in the background and gave cid 2 time-outs.

gonna try and go to in-flight safety tonite if i am not too a) ripped or b) ill by then.

i’m bored and sick and fil is getting his motorbike and it is too early to harass people into hanging out with me maybe. i have to get a new bike or get my oldschool peewee herman one fixed, the back tire. maybe i’ll make that kale and organic split pea soup thing with onions and garlic. i’m too pathetic to even do that thanks for getting me sick fil.

if you have my number call me if you are in toronto and into whatever.

i’m bored and sick and fil is getting his motorbike and it is too early to harass people into hanging out with me maybe. i have to get a new bike or get my oldschool peewee herman one fixed, the back tire. maybe i’ll make that kale and organic split pea soup thing with onions and garlic. i’m too pathetic to even do that thanks for getting me sick fil.

if you have my number call me if you are in toronto and into whatever.