i am not allowed to listen to the yeah yeah yeahs anymore

or modest mouse

or muse

because they are all on my laptop kuz fil got a hipster ipod and so he put itunes on it and so i go thru the shit and listen to the same 4 songs over and over although there’s a bunch of other interesting stuff to be listening to i just ignore it and listen to crap i already know because i am set in my ways and all other music i think sounds like it is from an elevator even though it really doesn’t i just like to think that it is

i wouldn’t even know anything about muse or feist or whatever if it wasn’t for people like fil who are passionate about music

the only thing i am truely passionate about is writing and looking down at the sidewalk when i am walking by myself because sometimes i am painfully shy it’s weird and i get nervous that someone might actually make eye contact with me and then i’ll have to smile at them when i am not prepared to

ok enough emo

it s very windy out today/tonite

i almost blew right over

and then the whole time walking to the bank then back to the variety store i was worried about that happening so i walked extra carefully all hyper-aware of my walking and feeling guilty for throwing my cigarette butt in the gutter instead of butting it out on the sidewalk and depositing it in the trash like i normally do and i felt like formally apologizing to the town or maybe calling up the mayor and explaining that i only did it because of the wind and then justifying it by saying that it was gonna be washed away into the sewer anyhow and then it wouldn’t be there eventually therefore no one would have to look at it

but then i remembered that the sewer water ends up in the lake eventually and i felt even worse but by then i was at the variety store and i hadn’t been blown over by the wind afterall

so that was good at least

but the new thing to be worrying over is the 12 feet of gutter that is hanging in the alley off the building of fil’s apt. ‘cos of the snow and ice that was all heavy innit and there are nails and shit stuck in it so i envision myself later tonite/morning being hit in the face by it

from the wind

what do you guys worry about?

i am not allowed to listen to the yeah yeah yeahs anymore

or modest mouse

or muse

because they are all on my laptop kuz fil got a hipster ipod and so he put itunes on it and so i go thru the shit and listen to the same 4 songs over and over although there’s a bunch of other interesting stuff to be listening to i just ignore it and listen to crap i already know because i am set in my ways and all other music i think sounds like it is from an elevator even though it really doesn’t i just like to think that it is

i wouldn’t even know anything about muse or feist or whatever if it wasn’t for people like fil who are passionate about music

the only thing i am truely passionate about is writing and looking down at the sidewalk when i am walking by myself because sometimes i am painfully shy it’s weird and i get nervous that someone might actually make eye contact with me and then i’ll have to smile at them when i am not prepared to

ok enough emo

it s very windy out today/tonite

i almost blew right over

and then the whole time walking to the bank then back to the variety store i was worried about that happening so i walked extra carefully all hyper-aware of my walking and feeling guilty for throwing my cigarette butt in the gutter instead of butting it out on the sidewalk and depositing it in the trash like i normally do and i felt like formally apologizing to the town or maybe calling up the mayor and explaining that i only did it because of the wind and then justifying it by saying that it was gonna be washed away into the sewer anyhow and then it wouldn’t be there eventually therefore no one would have to look at it

but then i remembered that the sewer water ends up in the lake eventually and i felt even worse but by then i was at the variety store and i hadn’t been blown over by the wind afterall

so that was good at least

but the new thing to be worrying over is the 12 feet of gutter that is hanging in the alley off the building of fil’s apt. ‘cos of the snow and ice that was all heavy innit and there are nails and shit stuck in it so i envision myself later tonite/morning being hit in the face by it

from the wind

what do you guys worry about?

dear raymi

i wish i could be all rebellious and shit and be all fuck nye. i get

drunk because i want to and not because the calendar says so. im just

not pretentious enough to be one of those kids who shuns social

devices. maybe that will be my new years resolution. fuck that. my new

years resolution is to find someone who gets me without me having to

explain it to them.

jeff

with my luck tonite my liver will implode

people need other people

we need to be social because we are afraid

and the only way we can avoid being afraid is by being social

so we put all energies into that

u either have a life or u have a career and u are lucky if u can swing

both and keep all yer friends at the same time

2005 yo

from raymi

dear raymi

i wish i could be all rebellious and shit and be all fuck nye. i get

drunk because i want to and not because the calendar says so. im just

not pretentious enough to be one of those kids who shuns social

devices. maybe that will be my new years resolution. fuck that. my new

years resolution is to find someone who gets me without me having to

explain it to them.

jeff

with my luck tonite my liver will implode

people need other people

we need to be social because we are afraid

and the only way we can avoid being afraid is by being social

so we put all energies into that

u either have a life or u have a career and u are lucky if u can swing

both and keep all yer friends at the same time

2005 yo

from raymi

we’ve been renting a lot of shitty movies lately and it’s not like we planned for them to be shitty on purpose. it just turned out that way. maybe it’s because we’re loaded the whole way through and extra critical and catty. derno.

last nite for example, it was the league of extraordinary gentlemen, and it took me maybe ten minutes to realise that it was suppose to be one of those far-fetched comic book style type films because one guy was all invisible and stuff.

i found myself almost asking if dracula was actually real then i almost asked if that whole dr. jeckyl crap actually happened but i didn’t and i was proud of myself for that. sometimes i am just not at all smart and it’s only because my brain works super fast and so common sense is neglected once in awhile.

i’m hoping to get some of that back after new year’s when i sober up my shit.

ok so back to the crappy movie thing.

watching the special features made me feel bad for sean connery because he says oh i was offered the matrix script and i didn’t understand it so i turned it down.

and then he says he was offered the lord of the rings script and he turned that down also because he didn’t get it, as in the whole far-fetchery aspect.

!!!!!!

and so since both those films made a ton of sweet mula once the doorknob who scripted the league of extraordinary gentlemen approached him sean connery was all yaaaaaaaa this is gonna be a blockbuster because all this crazy stuff that i don’t understand happens in it so it must be like lord of the rings.

wrong.

my professional movie watching opinion for this movie is that it was a magical piece of masturbatory comic book gay o thon waste of money and maybe if they didn’t rely on sean connery’s star status to carry the thing they may have cleaned up a little better at the box office. any movie where i roll my eyes at least 5 times during tells me that it is crap.

i rolled my eyes at least 20 times.

the thing is suppose to take place during 1899 but there are all these 1920s inspired costumes and even a tank and a fucking car. come on!

and i didn’t see one boob or penis or bare ass!

and the invisible guy is just too clever and funny.

nobody has the capacity to be such a smart ass in 1899. sarcasm wasn’t even invented yet!

we also rented anchorman.

after seeing will ferrell’s performance in Elf i was expecting to laugh every 20 seconds so hard that snot would be shooting out of my nose and ears with saliva everywhere but i wasn’t.

it’s ‘cos they were focusing on the whole women as anchorwomen equal rights crap which is fine and all, bla bla we get it, we know, but i don’t want to be learning a lesson in a will ferrell movie when i am drinking and it’s “the holidays”. still there are funny one-liners and such but i can’t remember any of them, not a one.

the only thing that sticks out is that one guy who screams when he talks and doesn’t understand what is going on. that’s pretty funny.

after watching napoleon dynamite, every other attempt at humour is like, don’t even bother.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuungh.

we’ve been renting a lot of shitty movies lately and it’s not like we planned for them to be shitty on purpose. it just turned out that way. maybe it’s because we’re loaded the whole way through and extra critical and catty. derno.

last nite for example, it was the league of extraordinary gentlemen, and it took me maybe ten minutes to realise that it was suppose to be one of those far-fetched comic book style type films because one guy was all invisible and stuff.

i found myself almost asking if dracula was actually real then i almost asked if that whole dr. jeckyl crap actually happened but i didn’t and i was proud of myself for that. sometimes i am just not at all smart and it’s only because my brain works super fast and so common sense is neglected once in awhile.

i’m hoping to get some of that back after new year’s when i sober up my shit.

ok so back to the crappy movie thing.

watching the special features made me feel bad for sean connery because he says oh i was offered the matrix script and i didn’t understand it so i turned it down.

and then he says he was offered the lord of the rings script and he turned that down also because he didn’t get it, as in the whole far-fetchery aspect.

!!!!!!

and so since both those films made a ton of sweet mula once the doorknob who scripted the league of extraordinary gentlemen approached him sean connery was all yaaaaaaaa this is gonna be a blockbuster because all this crazy stuff that i don’t understand happens in it so it must be like lord of the rings.

wrong.

my professional movie watching opinion for this movie is that it was a magical piece of masturbatory comic book gay o thon waste of money and maybe if they didn’t rely on sean connery’s star status to carry the thing they may have cleaned up a little better at the box office. any movie where i roll my eyes at least 5 times during tells me that it is crap.

i rolled my eyes at least 20 times.

the thing is suppose to take place during 1899 but there are all these 1920s inspired costumes and even a tank and a fucking car. come on!

and i didn’t see one boob or penis or bare ass!

and the invisible guy is just too clever and funny.

nobody has the capacity to be such a smart ass in 1899. sarcasm wasn’t even invented yet!

we also rented anchorman.

after seeing will ferrell’s performance in Elf i was expecting to laugh every 20 seconds so hard that snot would be shooting out of my nose and ears with saliva everywhere but i wasn’t.

it’s ‘cos they were focusing on the whole women as anchorwomen equal rights crap which is fine and all, bla bla we get it, we know, but i don’t want to be learning a lesson in a will ferrell movie when i am drinking and it’s “the holidays”. still there are funny one-liners and such but i can’t remember any of them, not a one.

the only thing that sticks out is that one guy who screams when he talks and doesn’t understand what is going on. that’s pretty funny.

after watching napoleon dynamite, every other attempt at humour is like, don’t even bother.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuungh.

>From: “James” < james@sidewalkvagina.com >

>To: “Raymi Lauren”
>Subject: RE: green

>Date: Thu, 30 Dec 2004 16:46:20 -0500

>

>I said I was “avidly reading adbusters” again.

>

>It took him 3-4 days, I believe.

>

>-James

>

>ps. it’s cool you posted thing to blog, though you didn’t ask

i am above the law. everybody knows that.

>From: “James” < james@sidewalkvagina.com >

>To: “Raymi Lauren”
>Subject: RE: green

>Date: Thu, 30 Dec 2004 16:46:20 -0500

>

>I said I was “avidly reading adbusters” again.

>

>It took him 3-4 days, I believe.

>

>-James

>

>ps. it’s cool you posted thing to blog, though you didn’t ask

i am above the law. everybody knows that.