here is something i wrote many many moons ago –
Feeling pretty useless.
I have already typed too much.
I will come back to this in a bit.
the other nite i must’ve had some crazy ass dreams or maybe was assaulted in my sleep, i dunno, kuz when i woke finally about 5 in the afternoon, all the fucking blankets and sheets and pillows were waaay messed up, all over the place, on the floor, everywhere, and i was just lying on the bare mattress. what the eff!? so whitetrash. so hot.
i’ve been eating a lot lately. but at my dad’s place there’s not much to eat except for random things that you can’t really make much out of, so you have to be creative. like mayonaise on scrambled eggs with fancy salad dressing with cheese and toast. ok that’s not too crazy, but fuck, there’s only so many eggs you can eat and so many ways to eat them before you start messing around with spices and such. whatever.
i think i’m going to buy the professional soon. fucking right.
went for jap food last nite. the chicken teriyaki sucked. it was like they went out and found the crappiest chicken they could find and served it to us.
survivor is on tonite. my reason for living.
i have to go take my crazy pills. i’ll let you know about my kidney-cyst fiasco soonish. and maybe i’ll write more later. if something exciting happens.
i haven’t been in any car accidents yet. fingers crossed. heh.